The other night, I fucked Luke. One on one.

Perhaps I should explain. LTB and I have recently been discussing the possibility of swinging or "playing alone" (a term learned from The Site meaning we would be allowed to go out separately with single individuals as opposed to swapping with another couple). The only action we'd taken toward it was to add to our profile on The Site that we're open to swinging, and though we received offers very quickly, none have yet interested us.

This, combined with the fact that LTB has been a bit under the weather for the past several days, led to him offering me the option to play on my own Wednesday night. This offer came in the middle of the day, and I didn't think too much of it at the time. I didn't want to meet a new guy on my own, I didn't have any interest in seeing Patrick on my own, and Luke has been busy with a new job, so I didn't see the opportunity actually presenting itself on my end.

Later that evening, however, LTB was in bed and I was talking to Luke online. I told him about the offer LTB had made me, because I was feeling a little weird about it. We discussed it for a while, and then, to my surprise, Luke told me he was "up for it" if I wanted to come over. I replied that I hadn't been hinting, I knew he had to work in the morning, but he insisted that as long as it was cool with LTB, he'd like to see me. I ran it by LTB to make sure it was kosher, then told Luke to give me his address.

When I got to Luke's it was a little after midnight, and we went to his room quietly so as not to disturb his two roommates, both of whom were already in bed. I took off my jacket, sat on the edge of his bed, and took off my shoes and socks while Luke went to get some water. I was taking in the environment when he came back, set down his water, and pounced on top of me, straddling my hips. It surprised me, and I fell back onto the bed with a laugh as he leaned down and kissed me.

"I took a shower in honor of your visit," he said. I giggled.

"That's why your hair's wet," I replied. We moved up onto the bed fully, Luke laying on his side next to me as we continued to make out. He began fondling my breasts through my t-shirt and rubbing the insides of my thighs and between my legs through my jeans. I stroked his dick through his shorts, and he quickly began pulling on my shirt.

"This has to come off," he said, so I sat up and pulled it over my head, tossing it onto his floor. He went for the clasp on my bra, but couldn't seem to get it undone. "It's locked," he said, and I laughed, then reached back and undid it for him. He pushed me back onto the bed and kissed my neck, then moved down to my nipples as he undid my jeans and slipped a hand inside them. Before long, he had pushed my panties aside and had a finger inside me. "These have to come off too," he said, sitting back and pulling at the legs of my jeans. I pushed down the waist of them, leaving my panties in place, but he smiled at me as he threw my jeans on the floor and said, "Oh no, those too," and pulled them off quickly. He sat on his heels for a minute, looking at me, then smirked and said, "Ha ha, you're naked and I still have all my clothes on."

"You shouldn't have said that," I replied, sitting up. I pulled off his shirt, then he pushed me back down onto the bed and slipped his finger inside me again. He situated himself between my legs, and went down on me.

I enjoyed his efforts until I felt myself getting close to an orgasm, then stopped him and pushed him onto his back.

"Wasn't working, huh?" he asked breathlessly.

"No, it was, but I was starting to feel selfish," I replied as I tugged off his shorts. I straddled his thigh and kissed him on the mouth, then asked, "Do you like to have your ears nibbled?" as I began to lick his earlobe.

"Yeah, that's good," he half-moaned. I licked and gently bit his ear, then sucked on it for a moment.

"You can extrapolate," I whispered, then kissed down his neck to his nipples, which I licked and bit. I continued kissing down his chest until I reached his hips, then started to fellate him. He's told me before that I give great head, so I wasn't surprised to hear moaning and an incredulous "Oh, god," every so often.

After a while, Luke sat up and said, "Okay," and I got up to get a condom. "No, I just wanted you to turn around," he said, and I laughed and got back in bed. I laid down alongside Luke and went back to giving him head as he pushed my legs apart and started fingering me. Soon, he turned slightly so he could go down on me as well.

Once we got to the point where we were both making a lot of muffled noises, we separated our mouths from each other and I gave Luke a condom. He put it on, and I straddled him, moving up and down slowly at first. Luke reached up and grabbed my breasts, massaging them, as I sped up my pace and felt my hair fall into my face. I threw my head back, Luke rested his hands on my hips, and I kept going, listening to him and trying not to make too much noise.

I asked Luke if he wanted to switch to doggy style, to which he said yes, so we changed positions. I rubbed my clit while he fucked me, and when I couldn't hold myself up much longer, turned around so he could fuck me missionary.

Luke held my legs, pulling them up and back so the backs of my thighs were resting against his forearms. I continued to rub my clit, and it didn't take long in this position for me to cum. As I did, I screamed, "Fuck me!" (as I'm wont to do), and Luke immediately clapped a hand over my mouth in consideration of his roommates. I couldn't help myself, though, and continued screaming into his hand as he kept fucking me.

When I was done, we collapsed, laughing. I apologized profusely, asking if he thought his roommates heard me, but he assured me it wasn't a big deal, partially because the roommates wouldn't be mad if that had woken them and partially because Luke found the whole thing very hot.

Having recovered, I got back up and asked Luke if he wanted to go back to doggy style. He said yes, so we situated ourselves and started fucking again. He and I had discussed hair pulling a little in the past, and I asked if he would try it, so he grabbed my hair with both hands and pulled a little with his thrusts. I heard him saying, "Oh, god!" and "Yeah!" quite a bit, so I wasn't surprised when he told me he was almost there.

The thrusts were coming hard and fast when Luke pulled out, took off the condom, and came on my back. I could feel the warm cum pool in my lower back, and Luke got up from the bed immediately after finishing.

"Don't move, I'll get you a towel," he said.

"Okay," I laughed. "I won't."

Luke located a towel and wiped me off thoroughly, then pulled on his shorts. "I'll get you some water," he said, and left the room to do so. I pulled on my panties and t-shirt after a few moments of trying to locate them, and Luke returned. We shared a bottle of water as we relaxed, talking about our jobs until I was steady enough to leave. I finished getting dressed, and he walked me to the door.

"Thanks for coming over," he whispered.

He kissed me, and I stepped into the hall.

"Thank you," I whispered back with a smile.

mfm

P.S. I'm looking for a consensus. Does this make me a swinger?

After perusing my sex survey post, LTB told me he was game to try some of the things I'd mentioned but hadn't thought he'd be into. He was particularly interested in cumming in my ass, so we talked about how we should spend the evening, then went out to buy some new accessories for the occasion.

After acquiring a ball gag and leash, we headed home and I disrobed down to my panties and bra while LTB hopped in the shower. He told me to grab my vibrator and tease myself with it while he showered, so I did, standing in the bathroom so he could watch if he felt so inclined.

When he got out of the shower, he dried off and immediately put a collar around my neck. He attached the leash to the ring in the front of the collar and dragged me to the middle of the living room, then forced me down to my knees. He choked up on the leash to give me less lead and told me to suck his cock, so I began by licking the head before starting to take it in my mouth. I bobbed my head, taking a little more in each time until I was deep throating him. I used the little tricks he likes in between more deep throating and playing with the head while I stroked the shaft with my hand until he pushed me away from him and down onto all fours.

He told me to stay, then left the room and came back with handcuffs, demanding I present my hands to him. I did, and he put the cuffs on individually, then flipped me onto my back and joined the cuffs behind a table leg. He tore my panties off and spread my legs, pulling my hips up a bit on his lap. He began fingering my ass with one finger, making me moan in pleasure. He told me to be silent, and that any noise at all would be cause for punishment. I think he wanted me to fail at this, because it wasn't very long before he unjoined the cuffs and pushed the vibrator into my hands, saying, "Play with this." Dutifully, I continued kneeling on the floor but spread my knees a bit so I could hold the vibrator with one hand and spread myself with the other while I turned the toy on and began teasing my clit again. LTB grabbed the Liberator ramp and put it in front of me, then shoved me down over it. He watched me for a few seconds, then grabbed the leash and moved the clip to the D-ring on the back of the collar. He kneeled behind me and began pulling on the leash, which put the bend at my waist at a hard 90 degrees and made the collar strain against my neck, cutting off my breath to make me pleasantly lightheaded. I moaned, and LTB dropped the leash suddenly.

I wasn't sure what had happened, but quickly realized that he hadn't given me permission to make any noise again. I started to turn the vibrator off, but then he asked, "Did I tell you to stop?" and I shook my head, and turned the toy back up where I'd had the speed before as LTB got up and left the room again. He returned with the ball gag and popped it into my mouth, then tightened and fastened it. "Now you can moan for me," he told me, then got behind me again and slid two fingers into my ass. He fingered me for a while this way, waiting for me to get more relaxed. It wasn't long before he asked if I wanted a cock in my ass, and I nodded, so he slowly slid into my ass. I pushed the vibrator inside my pussy, which was so wet, and thrust it in and out for a minute before going back to teasing my clit. LTB had managed to get pretty deep while I did this, so he began slowly thrusting his cock in and out of my ass after I moved the toy back to my clit.

He built up speed gradually, which was driving me crazy. I was trying not to cum until LTB did as I knew I would get too tight for him to continue fucking me if I came before he did. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore, and he came, squeezing my hips very tightly as he did. When he finished, I cleaned up a little bit and took off my bra before spreading out on the floor on my back so he could watch me continue to play with my vibrator. He kissed and sucked my nipples a little while I played, then sat between my legs and enjoyed the show.

I came so hard, my throat was still raw the next morning from screaming.

mfm

You're on my friend's list and I want to know a little more about you. I don't care if we never talk or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!

1. Can you cook?

2. What was your dream growing up?

3. What talent do you wish you had?

4. Favorite place?

5. Favorite vegetable?

6. What was the last book you read?

7. What zodiac sign are you?

8. Any tattoos and/or piercings?

9. Worst habit?

10. Do we know each other outside of livejournal?

11. What is your favorite sport?

12. Negative or optimistic attitude?

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15. Tell me one weird fact about you:

16. Do you have any pets?

17. Do you know how to do the macerana?

18. What time is it where you are now?

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?

22. What color eyes do you have?

23. Ever been arrested?

24. Bottle or draft?

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?

27. What's your favorite bar to hang out at?

28. Do you believe in ghosts?

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30. Do you swear a lot?

31. Biggest pet peeve?

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?

1. Had sex? Yep.
2. Had oral sex? Yep.
3. Had anal sex? Yep (Yay me!).
4. Used more than 3 positions in one session? When there are three people, there are definitely more than three positions. ; ) But I have in one-on-one sex as well.
5. Devoted a whole day to sex? I wish. I think 5 hours is probably the most time I've devoted to sex.
6. Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? Surprisingly, no. I'm quite loud, though.
7. Received open praise for sexual technique? *blushes* Often. I've been told by several men that I give amazing head, and have been called a "sex ninja" in the past as well.
9. Fallen or lost balance during sex? I can't recall a specific instance, but probably.
10. Brought partner to climax using only hands? Yep.
11. Brought partner to climax using only mouth? Yep.
12. Had sex while totally dressed? No, not while totally dressed. Mostly dressed, but not totally.
13. Had sex while standing up? Yep, but I prefer not to. I can't cum while standing up.
14. Erotically licked feet or sucked toes? No. Feet are icky.
15. Had sex during yours or her "monthly visit"? Yep. I'm often very horny during that time, and LTB couldn't care less. I'll turn down sex because of my period well before he will.
16. Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? Yeah, but I'm not a big fan of food in bed. Too sticky. Body fluids are enough, we don't need to bring food into it as well. : )
17. Used ice erotically? Yep.
18. Used hot melted wax erotically? Nope.
19. Shaved your pubic hair? Shave, no. Trim to almost non-existance, yep. And I'm a blonde, so I look shaved when I'm actually very well trimmed.
20. Used a sex toy? Yep. Many.
21. Bought a sex toy? Yep.
22. Used an inanimate object (bottle, candle, hairbrush, etc.) In what way? I'll just say yes since LTB and I use a lot of *ahem* props, and because I'm sure it can't be asking what I thought it was at first...
23. Used other food products besides chocolate? Whipped cream. Didn't we already establish this?
24. Obtained money or a favor for sex? Yep. I'm a girl, of course I use sex to get what I want. But only from LTB. I'm not a whore. *winks*
25. Paid or granted a favor for sex? I don't think so.
26. Given sex in sympathy? Nope.
27. Had sex with a virgin? Yep.
28. Ever cheated? Nope.
29. Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you? Sadly, no. I want to fuck a guy 10 years older than me, though.
30. Given head/eat a girl out? Again, haven't we covered this already? Yes, I've given head.
31. Had sex with a teacher? I wish. I have a HUGE teacher/student fetish.
32. Had sex with a boss? Nope.
33. Had sex with a relative? Nope.
34. Had sex sessions lasting over 3 hours? Yep, see above.
35. If so, how long? Again, see above.
36. Had homosexual sex? Nope.
37. Had mulitiple orgasam? Yep.
38. If so, how many? 5 is the most I've had in one night.
39. Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? Yep.
40. Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? First name, no. Last name, yes.
41. Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? Nope. That might be kind of hot, though, to have sex with a guy that only spoke, say, one of the romance languages.
42. Had more than 10 sexual partners? Nope.
43. Made your partner cum more then 5 times in one session? Nope.
44. Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours? Well, yes, if you count the times I had them together...
45. Ever had violent sex? I wouldn't call it violent, but I've had rough sex. I'd like to try rougher, perhaps violent...
46. Had group sex (more than 3)? Nope. I'm not sure I'd want to. I'm not sure if I have any interest in girls, and more than 2 guys to deal with would probably be too much.
47. Participated in a swap/swinging club? Went to a swinger's party, more on that in a later blog.
48. Had two regular partners at the same time? Nope. Unless you count Luke, so maybe in a certain way.
49. Had sex in a public place? Sadly, no.
50. If so, where? : (
51.Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? Nope.
52. Had sex on the roof of a building? Nope, but I'd like to.
53. Had sex in a stationary car? Gave head in a car, but haven't had sex in one. I'd like to.
54. Had sex in a moving car? I've masturbated in a moving car, not while I was driving, of course.
55. Are you a member of the mile high club? Nope. And given the state of most airplane bathrooms, I never will be.
56. Had sex outdoors at night? Nope.
57. Had two sexual partners at the same time unaware of each other? Nope.
58. What's your favorite position? Me tied up. ; ) Doggy is great. With two guys, one fucking me doggy while the other licks and kisses my back and neck.
59. Had sex in the host's bedroom while a day guest (party/social visit)? Nope. Tried to get LTB to do that once, he wouldn't. But in all fairness, I was drunk, he was sober, and it was a bed I wouldn't have even sat on while sober, so he was probably right.
60. Had sex in the host's bedroom while an overnight guest? Yep.
61. Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest? Yep.
62. Had sex at your office or other work area? Nope.
63. Met partner during work hours to have sex? Yep.
64. Had sex in a public restroom? Nope.
65. Had sex on public transportation (bus, train, taxi, etc.)? Nope. LTB has groped me pretty hardcore in a cab, but no sex.
66. Had sex in a dark theatre? Messed around, yes. Sex, no. I really want to go to a movie with two guys and sit between them so I can rub their cocks while one of them fingers me and I make out with the other. Then I'd get on their laps and ride them while I faced the screen until we all came. Anyone care to join me and LTB for a movie?
67. Had sex in the water (ocean, lake, pool, hot tub)? Not sex, but I've messed around in a hot tub.
68. Had sex in an elevator? Nope.
69. Had sex in a cemetery? Nope. I'd be too creeped out.
70. Had sex in a store dressing room? Nope, but I want to.
71. Used alcohol to lower resistance to sexual advances? Not to lower resistance, but to make more comfortable, yes.
72. Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? Define stranger...No, not really. Not as the question implies. Some might argue that the guys that join LTB and I are essentially strangers, but I don't think of them that way as I get to know them before any sex.
73. Looked at a nude magazine? I read Playboy almost religiously.
74. Looked at an explicit magazine (actual sex acts)? Nope.
75. Seen a live stripper? Nope. LTB wants to take me to a strip club and get me a lap dance. I might let him if he drags me by my collar and cuffs my wrists...
76. Seen a live sex show? Nope. I've never been to Mexico. ; )
77. Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? Nope.
78. Showered with a partner? Yep, but I don't like sharing a shower.
79. Flashed someone (breasts, genitals, mooned)? Yep.
80. Streaked with a group of six or more? Not at all, let alone with a group.
81. Stripped for someone? Yep.
82. Stripped for a group of 3 or more? Nope.
83. Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? Nope.
84. Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? Nope.
85. Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? See previous post...Though that wasn't the first time, of course...
86. Showered while someone watched? LTB.
87. Masturbated? Yep.
88. Masturbated while someone watched? Again, LTB.
89. Masturbated for a group of three or more people? Nope.
90. Masturbated covertly in public? Yep, the moving car. I've done that multiple times, but once was on a busy highway where people could've seen.
91. Had sex while you knew someone was watching? I do have threesomes, so yes, technically.
92. Been walked in on while having sex? Nope.
93. Walked in on someone having sex? Nope, thank God.
94. Had phone sex? Yep. I was masturbating while LTB described a very detailed account of what he wanted to do to me, and I waited until I came to tell him I couldn't really hear him well enough to understand what he was saying, lol.
95. Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? Yep.
96. Been the photographer for a nude photo? Yep.
97. Been photographed nude? Yep. Should I post the pics here? Just kidding. : ) About posting. I have been photographed nude, though.
98. Been photographed having sex? Yep.
99. Been videotaped having sex? Not having sex, but LTB taped me masturbating once.

Age/sexual preference: 22, heterosexual.
How often would you say you have sex? I guess it'd average out to about 5 times a week, probably.
How old were you when you lost your virginity? 19. Can you believe that?
How often do you masturbate? Maybe once every two weeks. When I'm horny, I usually have sex.
Do you masturbate picturing a person..or just an act? Usually I don't have any particular thoughts when I masturbate, but sometimes I'll have elaborate fantasies running through my mind involving very specific acts. Occasionally I'll picture a person, but it doesn't happen often as I have difficulty focusing on that.
Do you have sex dreams? Not as often as I'd like.
How often do you have sex dreams? Probably between 2 and 10 times a year.
Is it a stranger or someone you know that you have sex with in your dreams? If it's not LTB, it's a friend of mine or a celebrity.
Have you ever wanted to have sex with a stranger? I guess so. If you count celebrities I'm attracted to, then definitely.
Have you ever been cummed on? Lol that's the worst grammar. It should read, "Has anyone ever cum on you?" And my answer is yes.
Have you ever asked to be cummed on? Lol again, it should read, "Have you ever asked anyone to cum on you?" And my answer is no, I haven't asked for it. I have given permission, though.
Have you ever licked cum off of someone? Nope. If I don't swallow it, it doesn't go in my mouth.
Are you dominant or submissive? Definitely submissive. I hate being dominant. It makes me severely uncomfortable.
Do you like to be spanked? Sometimes.
Do you like to be smacked? Sometimes.
In the face? Haven't tried it.
Do you like to be tied down or cuffed? Yes.
Do you like anal sex? Yep, still getting used to it, though. And I think LTB doesn't like it as much as I do, so the getting used to it is a bit slow going.
How often would you say you have anal sex? Maybe about 3 times total? If we're counting only actual sex. We've definitely tried and failed on more occasions. I'm not sure how often we'll do it going forward. Maybe once every other week? I'd like more, but again, not sure how into it LTB really is.
Do you think its better than sex? Not better, just different. And I want to try DP and bring the two together.
What do you think is a good size penis? Thick, and no longer than 9 inches.
A good size breast? Probably C cup.
Where's the weirdest place you have had sex? I don't know. On top of a desk, I guess.
Have you ever had sex in front of people? The guys that join me and LTB, though they're kind of part of it too.
Have you ever had sex with someone else in the room sleeping? Nope. I'm way too loud for that.
Have you ever had a threesome? *Smiles* Check my user name.
Foursome? Nope.
More some? Nope.
Have you ever wanted to? 2 guys is enough for me.
Have you ever kissed someone of your same sex? Nope.
Ever have oral sex with someone of the same sex? Nope.
Ever use a vibrator? On myself? Yep. See previous entries. I love my vibrators!
Ever went near the ass during masturbation? Nope.
Ever have someone finger your ass? Yep. See previous entries.
Ever finger someones ass? Nope.
Ever eat someones ass? Ick, no.
Ever pee on someone/or let someone pee on you? Nope, and I don't see myself wanting to try it.
Do you like the taste of cum? Honestly? No.
Ever have someone cum in your ass/or cum in someones ass? Nope. I kind of want to try it, though. I think the sensation would be novel, if nothing else. I don't think LTB would want to, though, and I'd never ask him to.
Ever tasted your own cum? Ick. No. I don't even like LTB to kiss me after he's been eating me out.
Ever have someone lick your feet? Yep, but I'm very ticklish and I had to tell him to stop, cause I almost kicked him in the face.
Ever lick someone elses feet? No. Feet are icky.
Do you enjoy sensual massages? I love them.
Ever use anything for masturbation that wasnt made to do that? Nope.
How often do you watch porn on the net? I don't watch porn online.
Look through porno mags? Nope.
Have porn tapes? Nope.
DVDs? Yep.
Ever been in porn? Nope.
Ever been on a website naked? Sorta.
Whats the most people you had sex with in one day? 2.
Do you think you're just a little slutty? After answering these questions, I do. Just kidding. Maybe others would beg to differ, but no, I don't think I'm slutty.

mfm

I'm writing this immediately following Luke's departure from our apartment, because I'm thrilled with the outcome of the evening's events. He finally had an orgasm with us!

Luke came over around 10:00 PM, a date we arranged a few days ago because it was the first time we were all free following his recent 25th birthday, and because LTB will be leaving town on Thursday for ten days, which is longer than we've gone without seeing Luke since we first met him. Luke and I had been discussing drinking games a few days earlier, and when he found that I didn't know any, we decided that he would teach me one the next time we saw each other. LTB and I stocked the fridge with beer for him and Luke and some more palatable, less alcoholic fare for me. I found a deck of cards, put them on the coffee table, and Luke arrived.

We caught up for a little bit, the boys starting in on the beer while I stuck to water until the game began. Luke taught us High-Low, which with three of us playing resulted in three buzzed individuals after only two rounds. We decided that a third round was probably not the best idea, so we put away the cards and relaxed. I went back to drinking water, and decided that I wanted to give my buzz a chance to wear off before moving on to the evening's main event. And I had the perfect idea to keep us entertained until I was at my desired level of sobriety:

Strip poker.

Luke has told us that he's a very good poker player, and I believe him, because he's only lost money at a poker game once in his life. LTB and I have a set of house rules for strip poker that makes the game more competitive, more interesting, and longer lasting, so we taught them to Luke and dealt the cards. Before long, I hadn't lost a single article of clothing, but the boys each owed me the remaining pieces they had on. I couldn't help but gloat a little, and seeing that the boys felt awkward, came up with what I thought was another pretty inspired idea. I sent LTB in the bedroom to disrobe while Luke stayed in the living room to do the same.

I went into the bedroom first and kissed LTB after he took off his boxers, then whispered to him to wait a few minutes before putting them back on and returning to the living room. I went out to Luke, and confessed that I've never lost a game of strip poker. To his credit, he was a good sport about it, and held up his end of the bargain with an adorable sense of modesty considering I've seen him naked and fucked him twice. The modesty quickly disappeared when I started kissing him, and we'd worked into a nice make-out rhythm as I stroked his dick by the time LTB joined us.

Things were heating up pretty quickly, and LTB pointed out that I perhaps owed the two of them something since they'd both paid their poker debts. I agreed, and moved us all into the bedroom. I took off my shirt and laid down, LTB joining me on my right and Luke on my left.

The foreplay was incredible. They took turns kissing and fingering me, and Luke turned his attention to my breasts as LTB turned his attention to my clit with his hands and mouth. They are both very attentive lovers, as you can see. For my part, I was stroking their dicks, even doing what I'd consider a decent job with my non-dominant hand. I was starting to shake, nearing an orgasm but trying to hold myself back, when LTB asked if I wanted them to start fucking me. I said yes.

LTB fucked me first, while Luke continued to attend to my breasts, and also kissed my neck and stroked my arm in a very sensual way. LTB went on for a while, then decided it was time to switch. He gave Luke a condom, which Luke was about to put on when I decided to take another step toward trying to accomplish my goal for the evening: make Luke cum.

I rolled onto my side and started to give Luke head, and LTB took the opportunity to start fingering me again. I wasn't sure I was having any decisive effect on Luke until I realized that I could hear his breath catching in his throat. I listened more closely, reacting to his breathing and some small moans, to find what technique did it for him most. When it sounded like he was moving toward an orgasm in great strides, I pulled away and laid back so he could put on a condom, and LTB moved up by my face and torso to kiss and fondle me.

Luke started fucking me, his pace picking up more and more until he was pumping with an intensity that made me think he was going to cum any second. Then he slowed down, and I hoped that was a temporary pace adjustment rather than an indication that his moment had passed without climax. Thank god, it was. He continued to increase and decrease his pace, until I was gasping for breath and moaning loudly. Luke reached a pace I'd yet to experience with him, and let out a moan of his own as he came.

When he finished, he slowed down and pulled out, then said, "Success!" I expressed my enthusiasm and asked how it was, and he assured me it was good. With a big smile on his face, he headed to the bathroom to clean up.

LTB and I finished up together, fucking doggy style while Luke laid by my face to catch his breath and rest up. LTB and I came simultaneously, and Luke's position gave him the show he's expressed so much appreciation for in the past.

Afterwards, we all laid in the bed together until the boys got their legs back. When they could stand again, we dressed and saw Luke out, the guys content and relaxed and me in the throes of a great afterglow from my most satisfying threesome yet.

mfm

LTB and I had quite the evening a couple nights ago. The new cuffs we have had yet to be properly broken in in my opinion, and when I told LTB this, he agreed. I slipped into a short, black silk negligee and removed my panties while LTB broke out the newly acquired cuffs and blindfold. He had me lay down on my back on the floor with my hands over my head while he cuffed them around the leg of an extremely heavy table. As he was doing so, my negligee shifted up almost to my belly button, revealing my bare pussy to him much sooner than I'd intended. I tried to pull it back down, but LTB stopped me and pushed it up past my belly button. When my hands were properly secured, he blindfolded me and pulled my legs apart, then I heard him get up and walk away. I wasn't sure how long he was going to leave me there, and knowing that I was completely on display was making me really wet.

I heard him come back and settle himself between my legs, lightly brushing my thighs as he did so. He lifted my hips and put a pillow under my ass, then bent my knees and placed my feet on his knees so that I was fully presented to him. He started rubbing my clit lightly, then plunged a finger into my pussy. I moaned and thrust my hips up a little, but LTB stopped and pushed me back down. I heard a telltale buzzing start, then felt a vibrator on my clit, which made me moan even more. I was squirming in pleasure, my feet lifting off his knees, and LTB stopped again. He pushed my feet against him and said, "Keep your feet flat on my lap. Don't move." I nodded my assent, and he went back to work with the vibrator.

Soon, and without an interruption to the wonderful clit stimulation, LTB managed to put some KY Jelly on his finger and lube up my ass. He pushed his finger in slowly, and it felt good immediately, absolutely no hint of pain (which, in the past, there generally is). He moved his finger in and out of my ass slowly, and still had the vibrator going on my clit. I moved my hands around, trying to grab onto something, and he heard the cuffs moving. "Bet you wish your hands were free, don't you?" he asked.

"Yes!" I answered him.

"If you can get yourself free in ten seconds, I'll let you take the vibrator," he teased. I immediately started trying to get out of my restraints, and he began counting down from 10. Even though I've seen the cuffs and know how they fasten, I couldn't seem to find the point on either wrist where I could pull the velcro to undo them. LTB got down to one, then laughed and told me to stop. "You have to wait two minutes before trying again," he told me. I did my best to obey, which was difficult, but I used them time to try to figure out a better escape plan for my next go. When he told me I could try again, I immediately went for the middle join on the cuffs instead of the part that goes around my wrists, and had it off as soon as LTB said, "Ten...". I showed him my free hands and pushed my blindfold up to see what was going on, so he handed me the vibrator and pushed a finger into my pussy. He finger fucked my pussy and ass while I manned my toy for a minute more, then LTB got up. I could tell he was going to get a condom, but I stopped him.

I got onto my knees, undid his belt and took off his jeans, settled him onto the couch, and took his cock in my mouth as I kneeled in front of him. I pulled the blindfold back down over my eyes and sucked on the tip of him while I pumped the shaft slowly with my hand, then deep throated him. I pumped my mouth up and down all the way on his cock, deep throating him over and over since I don't have a gag reflex. Listening to him closely, I slowed down when he was getting very excited and went back to sucking and pumping with my hand. I deep throated him again a few minutes later, then he pushed me back, laid down on the floor, and pulled me over him so he could have a go at my pussy while I sucked his cock. His licking and sucking on my clit felt so good that I was moaning around his cock and felt my legs quivering as I kneeled over his face. I kept going until I knew I'd collapse from shaking if I went any longer, then disengaged myself and got on my hands and knees, presenting myself to him for doggy style.

I felt LTB kneel behind me, and as I began to tease my clit with my toy again, I felt LTB push his cock against my ass. He asked if I was okay and I told him to go ahead, so he pushed in until I told him to stop. It hurt a bit having the head of his cock in without having worked up to it more gradually, but I focused on how good I felt too, how dripping wet my pussy was and how sensitive my clit had become. I relaxed more and told LTB to go ahead, and soon we had a nice, slow rhythm going with him thrusting a respectable bit of his cock into my ass. The longer we went, the better it felt, and after a while I had a mind-blowingly intense orgasm that was strong enough to push his cock out of my ass completely.

When it was over, I realized LTB hadn't cum, so I got up, he went to change condoms and when he came back he told me to get back on the floor in doggy style. He fucked my pussy that way for a bit, then stopped and pulled me onto his lap so I could ride him. I started off slow, lifting up until his cock was just barely inside me anymore, then pushing down hard and taking in all of him. I started moving quicker, and LTB clamped his hands on my waist, pushing me down even harder on my downstrokes. I squeezed the muscles inside my pussy around him when he was completely inside too, and he came as hard as I did.

Later, we agreed that it had been a great deal of fun binding and blindfolding me in that way, as it was a bit different than the ways we've done it in the past. So much fun, in fact, that LTB bought me a collar the next day, and we're planning to break that in tonight. I can't wait to feel it wrapped tightly around my neck with my wrists immobilized too, LTB yanking on the rope he'll tie to the D-ring on the back, keeping me on a short leash even if he chooses to release my hands.

And just think what we could do with my legs spread and bound as well...Mmm...

mfm

Addendum: As a side note to all this fun, just typing this today got me so wet that we had a quickie when I had just finished the second paragraph.

The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

(I don't necessarily think there are things peoples "should" know about me that they don't, but I figured it's quite possible there are things people might want to know about me and haven't had occassion to ask. Having found this quite some entries back in spring_heel_jim's journal, I thought it might have interesting results when posted in mine. Don't disappoint me...)

mfm

The other night, LTB took me to a sex store for a little spending spree. He bought me a new vibrator, a new porn, chocolate truffles filled with 20 different herbal aphrodisiacs, and a light bondage starter kit consisting of a blindfold, a soft lash, and a pair of adjustable cuffs that fit wrists or ankles. I could barely wait to play with our new acquisitions, and was so excited that I had the bondage kit open within seconds of getting in the car. I put the cuffs on my wrists, then realized that they’d be difficult to take off by myself. LTB laughed at me and said he wasn’t going to let me out of them until we got home.

When we did get back to our apartment, we put on the movie and I ate one of the chocolates. By the second sex scene (a guy interacting with three different women that he keeps in separate cages), the combination of the movie and the candy had me very wet. LTB asked if I wanted to play with my new vibrator, and I said yes.

I positioned myself so that I could still see the movie, then laid back and started to tease my clit with my new toy. LTB watched me for a little while, then got a condom and pushed his cock deep inside me. It felt so good, and even better when he grabbed my ankles and put them on his shoulders as he started to thrust strongly.

It wasn’t long before LTB had our new cuffs and was securing my hands behind my back, taking the vibrator from me and rolling me onto my back. He teased my clit with the toy, turning it up as he slid inside me again. I was squirming around, trying to get my hands free and my toy back, so LTB flipped me onto my stomach, pulled my hips up from the bed, and began fucking me from behind. My moans were getting louder and louder as I got hotter, and I started begging LTB to undo the cuffs.

“What will you do for me if I let you free?” he asked, still fucking me. All I could do was moan, so LTB asked, “Will you cum for me?”

“Yes,” I managed to reply, and LTB unclasped the middle join of the cuffs, allowing me the use of my hands though the cuffs themselves were still on each of my wrists. He handed the vibrator back to me, and I went back to stimulating myself while he went back to fucking me. It felt so good that I started to cum almost immediately, wrapping my legs around LTB’s torso and screaming for him to fuck me. LTB tried to quiet me for our neighbors’ sake, but he had started to cum as well and couldn’t do much more than moan with my screams.

When we had finished, we turned our attention back to the porn, which was still going. LTB laid next to me and kissed my nipples while I used my toy to tease three more orgasms out of myself.

All things considered, I’d say shopping is an excellent aphrodisiac.

mfm

It didn't take long for me and LTB to realize that having found an attractive, normal, fun guy on the The Site was somewhat of an accomplishment. While there has certainly been no lack of emails, even a good percent of the interested parties that seem normal at first quickly gave me reason not to want to meet them in person after having chatted with them online.

I have to admit that I thought Patrick* was someone we'd never actually meet. We had been exchanging messages on The Site at a slow pace, him complimenting me and waiting a little while before sending us a face picture. I realized that he didn't seem to be my type physically after finally getting the face picture, but he was still attractive, and I had already given him our screen name. I decided I'd talk to him a little and see.

It was another several days before our time online was in sync, and I happened to catch him on a night LTB and I were trying to find somebody to be with that evening as a spur of the moment decision (we knew Luke was busy). I had been browsing The Site to this end, when I noticed that Patrick had come online. He IMed me right away.

We chatted for a little while, and I realized that Patrick is a sweet and intelligent 26 year old that was very interested in meeting us. After a while, I asked LTB if we should invite him out, and he said to go for it, so I did. Patrick told us he had plans, but would like to meet us in the next couple days.

Then he decided to cancel his plans and meet us in an hour anyway.

We met at Paroxysm, since it had worked well as our first introduction to Luke. When Patrick got there, he kissed me on the cheek and sat next to me. We immediately struck up conversation very comfortably, having a few drinks as we did so. It didn't take long before he told me he very much liked what he saw, and that he thought we're a very cool couple. He went to the bathroom, and LTB and I agreed to invite him back to our place when he returned.

Patrick seemed surprised, albeit happy, at the invitation, and accepted immediately. LTB went to take care of the tab, and Eric (my friend that bartends there), who had been fixing me mysterious drinks because he knew I'd like them, took care of half of it. I thanked him on the way out, more certain he could tell what I've been up to lately but a little less concerned at this idea than I was last time.

When we got up to the apartment, we decided to go to the hot tub, so we changed and got in the elevator. To my dismay, several floors down from ours, one of our annoying neighbors got in with a guy, both of them in swimsuits. I had told Patrick an amusing anecdote about this very girl earlier, that we had been in the elevator with her when she referred to a dog in the elevator as a "feline," and was then corrected by her friend that smelled enough of pot to give me a contact high.

When we got off the elevator, the neighbor and her date went ahead of us toward the pool, and I discreetly pointed out to Patrick that this was the girl I'd mentioned. To our further dismay, they got into the hot tub before we had the chance, and began fooling around quite obviously.

We decided to go in the pool instead.

We talked and laughed while lounging in the shallow end, both guys drawing me closer and closer, both nudging me toward the other as well. We stayed until the guys got too cold to take it anymore, then went back upstairs and changed into our clothes again.

LTB was still changing in the bedroom when I went back into the living room and sat next to Patrick on the couch. He looked at the back of my neck, brushing my hair aside gently, and said, "You still have some water here." Then he kissed my neck softly, which I love, and asked if that was okay. I said yes, and he asked what our rules are. I explained them, LTB joined us, and Patrick and I started to make out. I switched between kissing the guys, them each with a hand on one of my thighs, Patrick kissing my neck when I kissed LTB.

We moved into the bedroom, the guys stripping me and then themselves. Patrick went for my neck and shoulders immediately, sliding a hand between my legs as well, while LTB kissed my nipples and rubbed my thigh, pulling my legs farther apart. They switched off fingering me for a while, then LTB went down on me while Patrick attended to my neck and ears nice and softly with his tongue. LTB came back up and went back to fingering me, kissing the other side of my neck. I was stroking their dicks, and getting so turned on that I could feel myself moving my hips with the rhythm of LTB's hand. Patrick smiled and said, "I think she needs something else," to LTB, who laughed and agreed.

LTB got a condom and started fucking me missionary, and Patrick did a very nice job of attending to every area of my upper body, as well as steadying me for LTB's vigorous thrusts. He clearly has an "all about the girl" mentality.

LTB pulled out and said he needed some water, and Patrick told him, "Don't worry, I'll keep her company." He put on a condom as LTB left the room, and started fucking me. LTB returned with his water and some for us as well, and we all took a short break to have some before Patrick started fucking me again.

After Patrick came, he went to go wash up and LTB asked me how it was. I told him it was good, a big smile plastered across my face, then asked if he was ready for another go. LTB said yes, so he started fucking me doggy style.

Patrick returned, knelt next to me, and kissed my neck, shoulders, and back while LTB continued to fuck me. This is definitely a threesome position I recommend, the sensation is very novel and VERY pleasurable.

LTB came, and we all laid down. Patrick said he couldn't believe my stamina, and we all laughed. We rested until Patrick had recovered enough to dress, then saw him out.

LTB turned to me after Patrick left. "So?"

"He came!" I said, excited. LTB laughed. "I'm not bad!"

"I knew you'd be happy about that." I nodded. "You didn't, though," he pointed out.

"It was still very good," I assured him with a smile.

"Would you want to see Patrick again?" he asked. I nodded.

"I didn't think he'd be my type, but he's really good," I confessed. One of the great things about LTB is that I can say things like this to him and he doesn't get jealous or weird hearing me speak well of another guy's skill in bed.

"Good. Should we go get you off now?" he asked with a smile. All I could do in response was give him a Cheshire cat grin.

So we did.

mfm

*Name changed

mzmillion posted the following comment on my previous entry:

"I'm jealous of you, me and my bf have been together 3 years and we are not sexually free like you guys are. I think its me because I am shy when it comes to sex. Now I don't want to make you think I'm too much of a dull girl, I do my thing but I want to be so open like you seem to be. Were you and your bf like that when you first got together or how long did it take for you and him to get like that."

I was going to reply to her in the comments, but as my response was getting longer and more detailed, I realized that it might be helpful to post it as an entry, given that I'm often asked this kind of thing and I'd like anybody that wants to know the answer to be able to find it easily.

You may not believe this, but I used to be extremely shy when it came to sex (even now, I become shy from time to time, but I think that's just human nature). I didn't like letting LTB go down on me because I was too self-conscious to enjoy it, I was repulsed by the mention of anal sex, and the idea of a threesome just never would have occurred to me. LTB and I have been dating longer than Mzmillion and her boyfriend, but it wasn't the amount of time we'd been dating that started to open me up. All it took was my first time with a threesome. If you haven't read my entry about my first time (the first entry in this blog), you should read it for further detail, but what I will say here is that it came as a total surprise and still feels to me like it belongs in a letter to Penthouse.

After that experience, I realized that if it hadn't happened to us in a drunk, unplanned way, I would never have tried it, which would have been a shame because I really enjoy threesomes! Having come to that conclusion, I started to ask myself if the things that I considered to be off-limits sexually were things I genuinely didn't want to do, or if they were actually just things I was afraid to try for some reason.

I guess it all boils down to this: I won't know if I like something until I give it a fair chance. I have to allow myself to try new things sexually without judging myself or the act. Once I've experienced something without a social or moral bias influencing me, I can decide if I'd repeat the act based only on the pleasure LTB and I got from it. It took my first threesome to get this thought process started, and within two weeks of encouraging myself to be genuinely open, I didn't have to try to be open-minded. I just was.

So if there's something you want to try sexually, just be honest with yourself and your partner. LTB was incredibly supportive when I opened up, and many of the things that I confessed wanting to try were things he had been wanting to do as well. As long as things are consenual and safe, I think exploring your sexuality is a wonderfully healthy thing. I'm so much more confident overall in my life than I used to be. I just had to let myself take a giant first leap.

mfm

LTB and I had a mind-blowing time by ourselves the other night that is pertinent to this blog even though it didn't involve another man. Its relevance is due to the fact that it did involve anal sex (yay me!).

LTB and I made a bet concerning a coin flip on Friday, which we were doing for no reason, and I lost. Having called the wrong side of the coin, I owed him sex, specifically anal sex, which he said he was "in the mood for." I slipped into a thong and we headed into the bedroom for him to reap the benefit of my faulty prediction.

Almost as soon as I hit the bed, we were kissing, and I felt myself getting wet. He played with my nipples, moving aside my bra, then flipped me face down on the bed to unclasp it. He kissed my neck, down my spine, to the small of my back as I pushed my hips up against him. I could tell he was admiring my ass, and he pulled off my panties frantically before standing up to disrobe himself. I flipped onto my back to watch him undress, caressing my breasts as I did. When he was naked, he knelt next to the bed and kissed the insides of my thighs as I spread my legs wide for him. Soon, he was licking my clit and fingering me at the same time. While he enjoyed eating my pussy, I pulled his hair and listened to him moan.

After getting me so hot that I was pinching my own nipples, he started to kiss his way up my stomach. I got up and pushed him down onto the bed, kneeling next to him. I started to lick his nipples, bite them a little, then blow cool air on them after getting them hard and wet from my mouth. LTB got a finger on my clit and was working it so well that I could feel my legs quiver. I kissed down his chest and abdomen, pushed my blonde hair out of my face, and plunged his cock into my mouth.

Since I don't have a gag reflex, I deep throated him immediately. As I was sucking his cock, I felt him pulling my legs toward his head, so I repositioned myself over him, and the oral sex was suddenly reciprocal. It felt so good that I was having a difficult time keeping my elbow locked to hold myself up.

I shifted off of LTB and sat back on my heels, asking him what he wanted to do first. He said he wanted to fuck my pussy before getting to the anal, so I grabbed a vibrator, laid on my back, spread my legs for him, and started stimulating my clit while he put on a condom. Even though I was extremely wet, it was still a little tricky for him to slide his cock in me because he's very thick and I'm pretty tight (I've squeezed more than one guy's cock out of my pussy in the middle of sex before due to my increasing tightness throughout the act. Is that strange?). But once he was in and started thrusting, I knew it wouldn't take very long for me to get off.

We hadn't been at it too long before LTB wanted to move on to his promised spoils, so I grabbed the Liberator ramp and put it on the bed. I bent over it, still using the vibrator on my clit, while LTB put lubricant on his finger. Since we've tried getting to anal sex before, he knew that it would have to be a slow build, and he started just touching outside, massaging the area, which felt great. My moans telling him it was okay to go ahead, he slid a finger in and began slowly pumping it in and out of my ass. I could feel my pussy getting even wetter. We kept at it for a while, then I told him it was okay to move on. He put on a new condom and pressed the tip of his cock against me, moving slowly until he was partially inside. It was obvious that he wasn't going to get all the way in, but he seemed quite content with what we'd accomplished, so he began thrusting slowly. I slipped the vibrator into my pussy to give him a little massage, which I know he likes, then put it back on my clit because I knew I was going to cum soon.

LTB worked up to a normal thrusting speed and took all the time he wanted for his spoils. Just as he was getting ready to stop and switch back to my pussy, I had a mini-orgasm. I felt heat going through my whole body, but knew that there was a bigger orgasm to be had if our activities continued, which I had every intention of ensuring.

LTB put on a new condom and began fucking my pussy again, missionary. I squeezed against him, wrapping my feet around his legs and pushing my thighs hard against his. He managed to get in a few good licks to my rock hard nipples despite our frantic thrusting, then got me back into doggy style for the grand finale.

After he came, I kept going at my clit with the vibrator, and once LTB was all washed up, he took a front row view to my little show by sitting on the floor right at the edge of the bed. He used his fingers, then another vibrator to fuck my pussy while I kept going, then got up and went around to the other end of the bed. He stood over me, kissing and biting my nipples and neck. He had barely started this wonderful teasing when I came again, this one the full-on orgasm I knew was coming. I screamed loud enough to disturb the neighbors, but I didn't care at all.

While we've managed some other fairly successful anal sex in the past, this was our first go at it while I was sober. I'm very happy that we got somewhere with it without me having a few drinks first, because I wasn't sure we would. I hope the lack of a third party in this entry didn't make for less interesting reading. I'm considering relating select "LTB and me alone" experiences here along with the mfm posts, because I think our threesome experiences have more context within the entirity of our sex life rather than on their own. Any thoughts?

mfm

Addendum: Just writing that got me wet. I think I'm going to go ask LTB to tie me to the headboard and have his way with me however he wants.

The cool thing about Luke is, he's as much fun to just talk with as he is to fuck. This is why I talk to him several nights a week, online or on the phone, just to chat in general rather than it necessarily being related to our sexual arrangement.

We were chatting online one evening shortly after our second time with him, when the subject of him not having had an orgasm with us came up. He said that it didn't really matter to him, that he'd had a great time both nights, but "just didn't happen to finish." Then he asked if I wanted to know why. Of course I jumped at the opportunity to find out, thinking his reason would help me figure out how to make him cum next time.

"Can I be totally honest?" he asked, to which I said yes, my stomach knotting in anticipation of him revealing something I wouldn't really want to know.

He then paused for a very long time, starting to type something, then stopping at least three times. I told him he was making me nervous, and he asked why.

"You're making me think it's something really bad," I typed, not going into the detail that I was imagining he was about to say that he wasn't attracted to me enough to make him cum, that I'm not very good in bed, or something in that vein.

"No, it's not bad," he finally answered. He proceeded to reveal that he almost came both times we'd been together, but didn't for a different reason each time.

The first time, he was about to cum while he was fucking me doggy style, but started thinking, "What if the condom breaks? Should I pull out and cum in the condom?" By the time he'd gone through this thought process, his moment had passed. I asked why he was worried about the condom breaking, and he said it was just an irrational fear he created and got over after that evening.

The second time, he was so excited that he was ready to cum pretty early in the evening and purposefully held off because he wanted to go longer. Having pushed past that point, though, he wasn't able to get back there.

So, mystery solved. In all probability, I would be able to make Luke cum the next time we saw him, now that we've got a couple dates under our belt to make us all more comfortable. Which also means that LTB was right, I had not been an unaccommodating or inattentive lover to Luke in some way without realizing it.

Thank god.

mfm

Wednesday rolled around, and I wasn't nervous at all this time, just excited. We had agreed to meet at Block Lounge, where LTB and I went early to have dinner before Luke got there.

Luke arrived on time again, and we ordered drinks and chatted. LTB and Luke were finding more to talk about between themselves than they had the last time, making me glad that they seemed to be getting more comfortable with one another. It's a strange aspect of male-female-male threesomes, but the two guys may be able to share the girl in bed remarkably well without necessarily being able to strike up or carry on a conversation outside of the bedroom.

We only had a couple of drinks before deciding to go back to our apartment to drink for free. There seemed to be an unspoken agreement that we didn't need the pretense of being out, that we all knew what we wanted to do.

But even so, once we got back to the apartment and the boys started drinking, I couldn't seem to figure out how to get us from drinking platonically to beginning foreplay. I kept moving closer to Luke, but I couldn't seem to get myself comfortable enough to make a move because I had stopped myself at tipsy at Block Lounge and sobered up since then. I had thought it would be easy since we'd already done this, but it was surprisingly difficult.

LTB waited until Luke went to the bathroom, then told me to make a move. I replied that I was trying, but it felt weird. We agreed that LTB would leave the room for a little bit, because it had been much easier last time to get things started with only two people at the "kickoff." Luke returned, and LTB gave him the fictitious excuse we had developed for him to go out of the apartment for a little bit. He left, and Luke turned to me.

"Was that a planned exit?" he asked with a laugh.

"No," I lied with a coy smile, the truth showing in my expression.

He pointed out that it was really difficult to get the threesome started, that it felt awkward trying to make it happen. I agreed, and after letting a small silence elapse, we started kissing.

Luke stopped suddenly, pulling back to ask if LTB would be mad if he came back and found us making out.

"No," I laughed. "Actually, I think he'd be happy."

Luke dove back into the kissing with a great deal of enthusiasm, then began rubbing between my legs. He undid the button on my jeans and tried to tug at my zipper, which he couldn't undo all the way with one hand, so I helped him with a laugh. He put his hand in my jeans, rubbing outside my panties, then pushing them aside to slip a finger inside me. I undid his belt and zipper and slid a hand into his boxers, trying to get at his dick, which was not easy.

"Sorry, I'm kinda tucked," he apologized. He pulled himself loose for me.

"It's okay," I said, then laughed at our fumbling as I started stroking him. "It's like a comedy of errors."

"A HOT comedy of errors," he replied, then dove back into kissing. We hadn't been messing around for more than a few seconds when he pulled away suddenly again. "Is he going to be mad if he comes back and sees THIS?"

"No, as long as we're not in the bedroom going at it without him, he'll be cool," I told him.

"Okay." Back to the foreplay.

LTB returned a few minutes later, closing the door and joining us quietly. Luke and I were already so excited that we took LTB's entrance as a cue to move to the bedroom.

On the bed, they pulled down the low cut top I had on to expose my breasts, then each one of them started kissing and sucking one of my nipples. LTB pulled off my jeans and panties, and I yanked off my top. I sat up to pull off Luke's shirt since LTB was disrobing himself, and we all fell onto the bed again when we were 100% naked.

Since our last time, I had asked Luke how he felt about sex toys. He said he was cool with them, and I had told him that LTB and I have a couple of Liberator shapes and asked if he'd like to try them the next time we were together. He had said yes. Not to sound like I'm advertising for them, but if you don't know what a Liberator is, google it and see, because I'll probably bring them up a fair amount, and I've found that it's hard to describe them well. I can say they're tremendous fun.

We got out the Wedge and put it under me while Luke fucked me missionary, and he was an immediate fan of our clever little toy. "Its like gravity's working with me!" he exclaimed. He was thrusting so hard that he suddenly stopped and yanked me down the bed, saying "Oh, watch your head." I had, apparently, been right up against our headboard. A note to guys: this is an incredibly hot feeling, to be yanked around the bed a little bit by the hips.

After LTB and Luke each had their fun with the Wedge, we got out the Ramp for them to fuck me doggy style. Luke went until he needed a break, then laid down near my face while LTB took his place. Luke pushed my hair out of my face and, when the pressure of my hips pushing into the tall end of the Ramp caused the tapered end to rise up from the bed, held down the toy so we could keep fucking in the best possible position.

I could tell LTB was close to cumming when my orgasm started, which was very strong. I heard the words "Fuck me!" leave my mouth several times, completely beyond my control, and was starting to feel embarrassed as I finished. LTB had cum at the same time, and I collapsed onto the Ramp, my cheeks burning a little.

"That was HOT," Luke said enthusiastically, then kissed me.

Luke and I got creative with the Ramp and the Wedge, combining them to get into some fun positions while LTB cleaned up. It occurred to me that maybe Luke hadn't cum last time because he wasn't sure how LTB and I felt about that aspect, which we hadn't discussed. I whispered, "You know you can cum if you want to?" to him and he nodded.

We changed positions and he seemed close a couple of times, but kept slowing down just as I thought he would cum. Finally, he stopped, collapsed on the bed next to me, then got up. He said, "Sorry, that's it for me," kissed me strongly on the mouth, and went into the bathroom to clean up. Any doubts I had were confirmed: he didn't have an orgasm.

We all relaxed together, and Luke told me he had a really good time as he got dressed. We saw him out, mentioning seeing each other again soon, and as the door clicked behind Luke, LTB immediately asked, "Are you okay?"

"He didn't cum," I groaned.

"I know. Don't worry about it, he doesn't seem to be."

"I know," I said glumly.

"You really want to make him cum, don't you?"

"Yes! It's like a goal now. I've set my mind to it, and I'm not going to be happy until I make him cum!" I joked.

LTB smiled, realizing I was only partially kidding.

"I know," he told me. "Don't worry, it'll happen."

I nodded, then realized how tired I was. LTB and I went to bed, and I woke up in the morning still determined that the next time I saw him, I would somehow make Luke cum.

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After setting up our profile on The Site, LTB and I decided to search for single males that fit what we wanted (we had no idea at the time that this would be completely unnecessary given the number of emails we'd be receiving shortly). After some searching, we came across a profile for a 24 year old guy named Luke* that seemed funny, intelligent, and most importantly, normal. There was something else that set him apart as well, actually put him leaps and bounds above the rest as far as I'm concerned: his profile picture is NOT a close up photo of his penis.

I don't know how many profiles I've seen on The Site that use what I now call a 'cock shot' as their main picture, and the even stranger part is that most don't have any other type of picture posted with the profile at all. And many of these guys only send cock shots in emails, too. I suppose I can understand posting one photo like this, but using only cock shots gives me the impression that the guy does not really understand women or what they find attractive.

Luke, on the other hand, had what I consider to be a very tasteful profile photo, a picture of himself neck to shins, wearing shorts but no shirt. It gave me a good idea of his physique, and that along with the interesting profile drew me to email him. I composed a brief message, telling him a little about me and LTB, and noting that his profile had piqued our interest. I sent it to him on The Site, hoping he would respond to us.

Luke replied to us about an hour later, giving us his screen name on an instant messaging service, so I logged on and IM-ed him. He was extremely charming, very witty, and we talked about things ranging from his vocation to his tattoo to webcam etiquette. And topping it all off, he turned on his webcam so I could see his face, and he was very cute. We set a date for that Friday at Paroxysm*, a small bar near our apartment.

I talked to Luke several more times before that Friday, mostly online but once on the phone, and by the time the end of the week rolled around, I had classic first date jitters. I was nervous he wouldn't think I was attractive/funny/whatever enough in person to want to come home with us, but I was also riddled with anxiety over the thought of bringing home a guy we had just met. I distracted myself with menial tasks until dinner, then got ready for the date.

LTB and I got to Paroxysm a little early, so he got a vodka for himself and a cocktail for me while I found us seats at the far end of the bar. I started in right away, trying to settle my nerves as I kept an eye on the door. Luke was right on time, and my stomach flipped when I saw him. He stopped at the other end of the bar to order a beer, so I went down there to retrieve him. I awkwardly introduced myself, then brought him back to our table after he got his drink.

All in all, the time at the bar was very entertaining. I relaxed pretty quickly, had a couple more drinks, and when Luke got up to go to the bathroom, LTB gave me a look. "So?" he asked.

"So?" I replied, an idiotic smile plastered across my face.

"Are you going to ask him to come back with us?"

"Should I?"

LTB nodded enthusiastically, as if this were a given. He told me that it was obvious to him that Luke was into me, so when he returned to the table we invited him to our building. He accepted, we got the tab, and started to leave.

As I was getting up, LTB pointed out that my friend Eric*, who works at Paroxysm, was sitting at the bar. I stopped and said hi on my way out, which resulted in a vast paranoia that in having drawn his attention to myself, I also tipped my hand as to what I was doing there. I still have the feeling that he knows, but I haven't confirmed it with him and don't intend to.

When we got back to our building, we asked if Luke wanted to go in the hot tub, which he did, so we gave him the extra pair of swim trunks we have on hand and headed down. I sat between the boys, and we continued talking amicably. After a minute or so, I felt LTB's hand pushing against my leg under the water, nudging me toward Luke. I knew that he was trying to get me to kiss him, but I'm not a forward enough person to do that, so I put my hand on Luke's leg instead. I slowly moved it up and down, sliding it a bit up the leg of his trunks, and became very amused by the fact that he continued to carry on the conversation as if nothing was happening. We all quickly became too warm (drinking + hot tub = short dip), and decided to return to the apartment.

We changed back into our clothes, and talked a little more, with more nudging of me toward Luke by LTB that I'm sure he thought Luke didn't notice, though he most likely did. Finally, LTB got up and "went to the bathroom" to leave me alone with Luke. At this point, I was sitting very close to him, and he casually put his arm behind me and leaned in a little.

"So...what are the rules here?" he asked shyly.

"I don't know...pretty much that intercourse is okay if youre wearing a condom...I don't really know what else to say beyond that. Do you have any rules we should know about?"

He smiled. "No. So how do we get this started?"

I laughed. "I don't know!" He laughed too. "Well..." I trailed off and decided that I'd have to take things into my own hands. I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed back enthusiastically, and LTB emerged from the hallway, where I had realized he'd been watching us from just out of Luke's sight.

LTB sat on the other side of me and started rubbing between my legs. Luke went for my breasts, and pretty soon LTB had me naked from the waist down. I stripped off my top and bra, and got up, taking Luke's hand and pulling him into the bedroom behind me. LTB followed and stripped while I tried to undress Luke (I was still a little drunk, so the buttons on his shirt were unreasonably challenging in my opinion). He helped me out, and we all got into bed.

LTB turned his attention to my breasts, leaving Luke room to finger me for a while, and I took that as an invitation to stroke his dick. LTB put a condom in my hand, which I passed over to Luke, who put it on and began fucking me in the missionary position. From here, they traded places fucking me, each having a go in missionary, woman-on-top, and (my personal favorite) doggy style.

I exhausted them both, LTB coming as Luke laid next to me fondling my nipples in a haze. LTB laid on my other side after that, and fingered me while I rubbed my clit until I came. Normally, I'm very vocal when I have an orgasm, but I was a little self-conscious having one in front of someone so new, so I restrained myself to heavy breathing and a tame moan.

I knew that Luke hadn't cum yet, so I offered to keep going, but he declined, telling me he was more than satisfied. We laid there for a while longer as he composed himself, then we got up and got dressed. We saw him out, saying we'd talk soon.

When he was gone, I told LTB that I was worried because Luke didn't have an orgasm. I asked if he thought it was me, because this was now two guys in a row that had fucked me without having an orgasm (at least in my presence), and I truly thought I must be lacking in some way as a lover. LTB assured me I wasn't (LTB has, after all, referred to me as a "sex ninja" in the past. I don't know what that means, but he says it's a big compliment), and asked if I'd had a good time. I said yes. We agreed that we'd like to see him again, and I added that I hoped Luke would feel the same. We went to bed.

The next morning, I had a message from Luke saying that he had a great time with us and would talk to us soon. I replied that we felt the same, and the next time I talked to him online, I asked if it was something he'd like to do again.

"Definitely," he answered quickly. So we arranged a second "date" for that coming Wednesday.

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*Names have been changed

Having decided we wanted to try another male-female-male threesome, Long Term Boyfriend (LTB) and I were then faced with an obvious question: How do we go about finding a single guy to join us? The answer?

A swinger/personals website.

I know, those things sound like cheesy dating services at best and sleezy hook-up sites at worst, but The Site* was actually the perfect launching place for our new curiosities. I recommend this tack if you're looking for any kind of NSA experience, even one-on-one sex.

We went onto The Site together and set up a profile, posting a picture of me as the main photo and a picture of LTB as well, just so anyone browsing could see the total package. I wrote the actual profile text, because LTB thought my way of explaining who we are and what we're looking for would have a better chance of generating a response.

We had no idea what we were getting ourselves in for.

We started getting messages from interested parties immediately, many every day, in fact. At first, I responded to each one as we got it, either giving the guy our screen name on one of the major instant messaging services so we could chat a little and get to know each other, or a painstakingly worked out blanket polite decline for offers that were unappealing for any reason.

Within a couple weeks, we'd been viewed more than 1000 times.

The responses we get range from plain, to charming, to sexually explicit, to downright creepy. Men have offered to pay just to meet us regardless of the evening's outcome, one offered to be our "sugar daddy" for an unspecified amount of time.

I'm toying with the idea of posting some of the more amusing emails here, so stay tuned for that, but in the meantime, I'll just say that I've developed a weeding out system for us to use to save myself both time and energy (LTB pretty much leaves the selection up to me, since I'm the one more affected by it). We rarely send messages to guys since we get plenty of inquiries, so this system begins with the assumption that I've read an email from the guy that does not cause me to immediately send a decline, and proceeding to each consecutive step assumes the guy has satisfied the previous steps and I'm still interested.

1) Check out the guy's profile and pictures. Ask for pictures if none are posted or included in the email.
2) Send the guy our screen name.
3) Chat with the guy online, checking for personality compatibility since physical compatibility has already been established. It is extremely important that I'm able to have a normal conversation with the guy, about various topics, and that no attempt at cyber sex is made.
4) Ask additional background questions that LTB and I have developed for our safety and peace of mind.
5) Invite the guy to have a drink with us at a bar close to our apartment.
6) Meet the guy. I get tipsy.
7) Invite the guy back to our place.
8) An optional but fun step, take the guy to the hot tub.
9) Discuss the ground rules LTB and I have for threesomes if this hasn't already been brought up.

After that, there's really only one thing left to do.

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*Name changed

It should be said, it was an accident.

My Long Term Boyfriend (LTB)* and I share an apartment in Chicago, and an old friend of ours, Carrey*, decided to come for a visit. He's a few months older than me, meaning we're both 21, but he lives in the suburbs and had never taken advantage of his fairly new status as a legal drinker. We decided to take him out and change that.

We took Carrey to one of our favorite haunts, Block Lounge*, a multi-location 4:00 restaurant and bar where the bartenders know me and LTB well enough to throw some free drinks our way if we've had more than two rounds. This is dangerous, in a way, because I'm a lightweight drinker. But the cocktails were great, we graduated to shots, and eventually new inebriants were appearing before me without explanation, so I drank them in the same spirit.

When Carrey and I were sufficiently wasted, LTB took care of the $160 tab, and we left to embark on the roughly eight block walk to our apartment. My journey home would have been impossible if it weren't for the fact that LTB and Carrey were supporting me on each side, but it's not the first time I've needed assistance when drunk and I'm sure it won't be the last. And this isn't to say that they were both sober; LTB was somewhere between buzzed and drunk, but Carrey was nearly as gone as I was. His motor skills just function better than mine do under alcohol, I suppose.

Having finally made it home, we decided that the most logical thing to do would be to continue drinking. I'm not even sure what we had at that point, but I know LTB joined me and Carrey in our state of hopeless inebriation very quickly.

And then something I would never have imagined happened: Carrey kissed me. He kissed me, someone he's known long enough to consider sister-like, on the mouth, in front of LTB, someone he's known long enough to consider brother-like. But here's the weird part:

LTB didn't stop him. Instead, we started playing spin the bottle. With two guys and one girl, you can do the math and extrapolate the outcome of this turn of events.

Eventually, Carrey fell off the couch because he was too drunk to balance on it. I was already on the floor, and so was LTB. We abandoned the bottle, and Carrey began groping me as he kissed me. He pulled off my shirt and bra, unzipped my pants and yanked them off with my panties, and there I was, naked on the floor between LTB and Carrey.

LTB began fingering me, Carrey continued to kiss and grope, and put my hand down his pants so I could do the same. LTB left the room at some point and returned with condoms, which I didn't blink an eye at in my drunken haze.

From here, I'll dispense with the step-by-step account of the evening and just say that what followed was primarily a switching off of positions between Carrey and LTB, and that the encounter concluded as LTB fucked me while I gave Carrey head.

I came first, and shortly after that, Carrey got up and went into the bathroom. I didn't know what he was doing at the time, but later found out he went in there to cum instead of doing so in my mouth, which LTB and I hypothesize has something to do with a respect for the two of us, as well as ingrained behavior from a relationship Carrey was in for many years.

LTB asked if he could cum on my chest, to which I said yes, though it's not a normal variation in our sexual repertoire. I wiped myself off when he was done, and caught my breath. That's when everything set in.

I just had a threesome.

With Carrey.

I regret to say, I did not handle this realization well at all. I bolted up, ran into the bedroom, and closed the door, wanting to get out of sight before Carrey came out of the bathroom. I genuinely feared I would vomit. LTB came in to check on me, and found me hyperventilating and saying, "Oh my God" in a much different context than I had been minutes earlier. He somehow calmed me into covering myself up and going to sleep.

The next morning, I awoke to find Carrey sitting on our couch, head in hands. LTB and I went out to talk to him, and to my great relief, found that his look of anguish was a direct result of his first hangover. In discussing what had happened, I was surprised to learn that none of us regretted it. It's certainly not something we'd do with him again, and we all agreed not to talk about it after that conversation, but we could also see that our relationships weren't in danger of changing drastically because of our drunken debauchery, which was the most important thing to all of us.

Several days of mental discontent followed, where I would have PTSD-esque flashbacks to the threesome without warning, suddenly and drastically changing my mood and appetite. I finally determined that my discomfort was a result of who I had slept with, not the act itself, and have been able to accept it since that point. Also, seeing Carrey again in a normal situation several weeks later put a definite closure on everything.

So where does that leave me and LTB? After Carrey left our apartment The Morning After, we both admitted we'd enjoyed the act of the threesome a lot. He and Carrey did nothing to each other, and we discussed the possibility of having this same kind of threesome with someone else in the future.

We agreed to try it.

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*Names have been changed