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The other night, I fucked Luke. One on one.

Perhaps I should explain. LTB and I have recently been discussing the possibility of swinging or "playing alone" (a term learned from The Site meaning we would be allowed to go out separately with single individuals as opposed to swapping with another couple). The only action we'd taken toward it was to add to our profile on The Site that we're open to swinging, and though we received offers very quickly, none have yet interested us.

This, combined with the fact that LTB has been a bit under the weather for the past several days, led to him offering me the option to play on my own Wednesday night. This offer came in the middle of the day, and I didn't think too much of it at the time. I didn't want to meet a new guy on my own, I didn't have any interest in seeing Patrick on my own, and Luke has been busy with a new job, so I didn't see the opportunity actually presenting itself on my end.

Later that evening, however, LTB was in bed and I was talking to Luke online. I told him about the offer LTB had made me, because I was feeling a little weird about it. We discussed it for a while, and then, to my surprise, Luke told me he was "up for it" if I wanted to come over. I replied that I hadn't been hinting, I knew he had to work in the morning, but he insisted that as long as it was cool with LTB, he'd like to see me. I ran it by LTB to make sure it was kosher, then told Luke to give me his address.

When I got to Luke's it was a little after midnight, and we went to his room quietly so as not to disturb his two roommates, both of whom were already in bed. I took off my jacket, sat on the edge of his bed, and took off my shoes and socks while Luke went to get some water. I was taking in the environment when he came back, set down his water, and pounced on top of me, straddling my hips. It surprised me, and I fell back onto the bed with a laugh as he leaned down and kissed me.

"I took a shower in honor of your visit," he said. I giggled.

"That's why your hair's wet," I replied. We moved up onto the bed fully, Luke laying on his side next to me as we continued to make out. He began fondling my breasts through my t-shirt and rubbing the insides of my thighs and between my legs through my jeans. I stroked his dick through his shorts, and he quickly began pulling on my shirt.

"This has to come off," he said, so I sat up and pulled it over my head, tossing it onto his floor. He went for the clasp on my bra, but couldn't seem to get it undone. "It's locked," he said, and I laughed, then reached back and undid it for him. He pushed me back onto the bed and kissed my neck, then moved down to my nipples as he undid my jeans and slipped a hand inside them. Before long, he had pushed my panties aside and had a finger inside me. "These have to come off too," he said, sitting back and pulling at the legs of my jeans. I pushed down the waist of them, leaving my panties in place, but he smiled at me as he threw my jeans on the floor and said, "Oh no, those too," and pulled them off quickly. He sat on his heels for a minute, looking at me, then smirked and said, "Ha ha, you're naked and I still have all my clothes on."

"You shouldn't have said that," I replied, sitting up. I pulled off his shirt, then he pushed me back down onto the bed and slipped his finger inside me again. He situated himself between my legs, and went down on me.

I enjoyed his efforts until I felt myself getting close to an orgasm, then stopped him and pushed him onto his back.

"Wasn't working, huh?" he asked breathlessly.

"No, it was, but I was starting to feel selfish," I replied as I tugged off his shorts. I straddled his thigh and kissed him on the mouth, then asked, "Do you like to have your ears nibbled?" as I began to lick his earlobe.

"Yeah, that's good," he half-moaned. I licked and gently bit his ear, then sucked on it for a moment.

"You can extrapolate," I whispered, then kissed down his neck to his nipples, which I licked and bit. I continued kissing down his chest until I reached his hips, then started to fellate him. He's told me before that I give great head, so I wasn't surprised to hear moaning and an incredulous "Oh, god," every so often.

After a while, Luke sat up and said, "Okay," and I got up to get a condom. "No, I just wanted you to turn around," he said, and I laughed and got back in bed. I laid down alongside Luke and went back to giving him head as he pushed my legs apart and started fingering me. Soon, he turned slightly so he could go down on me as well.

Once we got to the point where we were both making a lot of muffled noises, we separated our mouths from each other and I gave Luke a condom. He put it on, and I straddled him, moving up and down slowly at first. Luke reached up and grabbed my breasts, massaging them, as I sped up my pace and felt my hair fall into my face. I threw my head back, Luke rested his hands on my hips, and I kept going, listening to him and trying not to make too much noise.

I asked Luke if he wanted to switch to doggy style, to which he said yes, so we changed positions. I rubbed my clit while he fucked me, and when I couldn't hold myself up much longer, turned around so he could fuck me missionary.

Luke held my legs, pulling them up and back so the backs of my thighs were resting against his forearms. I continued to rub my clit, and it didn't take long in this position for me to cum. As I did, I screamed, "Fuck me!" (as I'm wont to do), and Luke immediately clapped a hand over my mouth in consideration of his roommates. I couldn't help myself, though, and continued screaming into his hand as he kept fucking me.

When I was done, we collapsed, laughing. I apologized profusely, asking if he thought his roommates heard me, but he assured me it wasn't a big deal, partially because the roommates wouldn't be mad if that had woken them and partially because Luke found the whole thing very hot.

Having recovered, I got back up and asked Luke if he wanted to go back to doggy style. He said yes, so we situated ourselves and started fucking again. He and I had discussed hair pulling a little in the past, and I asked if he would try it, so he grabbed my hair with both hands and pulled a little with his thrusts. I heard him saying, "Oh, god!" and "Yeah!" quite a bit, so I wasn't surprised when he told me he was almost there.

The thrusts were coming hard and fast when Luke pulled out, took off the condom, and came on my back. I could feel the warm cum pool in my lower back, and Luke got up from the bed immediately after finishing.

"Don't move, I'll get you a towel," he said.

"Okay," I laughed. "I won't."

Luke located a towel and wiped me off thoroughly, then pulled on his shorts. "I'll get you some water," he said, and left the room to do so. I pulled on my panties and t-shirt after a few moments of trying to locate them, and Luke returned. We shared a bottle of water as we relaxed, talking about our jobs until I was steady enough to leave. I finished getting dressed, and he walked me to the door.

"Thanks for coming over," he whispered.

He kissed me, and I stepped into the hall.

"Thank you," I whispered back with a smile.


P.S. I'm looking for a consensus. Does this make me a swinger?
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After perusing my sex survey post, LTB told me he was game to try some of the things I'd mentioned but hadn't thought he'd be into. He was particularly interested in cumming in my ass, so we talked about how we should spend the evening, then went out to buy some new accessories for the occasion.

After acquiring a ball gag and leash, we headed home and I disrobed down to my panties and bra while LTB hopped in the shower. He told me to grab my vibrator and tease myself with it while he showered, so I did, standing in the bathroom so he could watch if he felt so inclined.

When he got out of the shower, he dried off and immediately put a collar around my neck. He attached the leash to the ring in the front of the collar and dragged me to the middle of the living room, then forced me down to my knees. He choked up on the leash to give me less lead and told me to suck his cock, so I began by licking the head before starting to take it in my mouth. I bobbed my head, taking a little more in each time until I was deep throating him. I used the little tricks he likes in between more deep throating and playing with the head while I stroked the shaft with my hand until he pushed me away from him and down onto all fours.

He told me to stay, then left the room and came back with handcuffs, demanding I present my hands to him. I did, and he put the cuffs on individually, then flipped me onto my back and joined the cuffs behind a table leg. He tore my panties off and spread my legs, pulling my hips up a bit on his lap. He began fingering my ass with one finger, making me moan in pleasure. He told me to be silent, and that any noise at all would be cause for punishment. I think he wanted me to fail at this, because it wasn't very long before he unjoined the cuffs and pushed the vibrator into my hands, saying, "Play with this." Dutifully, I continued kneeling on the floor but spread my knees a bit so I could hold the vibrator with one hand and spread myself with the other while I turned the toy on and began teasing my clit again. LTB grabbed the Liberator ramp and put it in front of me, then shoved me down over it. He watched me for a few seconds, then grabbed the leash and moved the clip to the D-ring on the back of the collar. He kneeled behind me and began pulling on the leash, which put the bend at my waist at a hard 90 degrees and made the collar strain against my neck, cutting off my breath to make me pleasantly lightheaded. I moaned, and LTB dropped the leash suddenly.

I wasn't sure what had happened, but quickly realized that he hadn't given me permission to make any noise again. I started to turn the vibrator off, but then he asked, "Did I tell you to stop?" and I shook my head, and turned the toy back up where I'd had the speed before as LTB got up and left the room again. He returned with the ball gag and popped it into my mouth, then tightened and fastened it. "Now you can moan for me," he told me, then got behind me again and slid two fingers into my ass. He fingered me for a while this way, waiting for me to get more relaxed. It wasn't long before he asked if I wanted a cock in my ass, and I nodded, so he slowly slid into my ass. I pushed the vibrator inside my pussy, which was so wet, and thrust it in and out for a minute before going back to teasing my clit. LTB had managed to get pretty deep while I did this, so he began slowly thrusting his cock in and out of my ass after I moved the toy back to my clit.

He built up speed gradually, which was driving me crazy. I was trying not to cum until LTB did as I knew I would get too tight for him to continue fucking me if I came before he did. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore, and he came, squeezing my hips very tightly as he did. When he finished, I cleaned up a little bit and took off my bra before spreading out on the floor on my back so he could watch me continue to play with my vibrator. He kissed and sucked my nipples a little while I played, then sat between my legs and enjoyed the show.

I came so hard, my throat was still raw the next morning from screaming.

08 March 2007 @ 10:30 pm
You're on my friend's list and I want to know a little more about you. I don't care if we never talk or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!

1. Can you cook?

2. What was your dream growing up?

3. What talent do you wish you had?

4. Favorite place?

5. Favorite vegetable?

6. What was the last book you read?

7. What zodiac sign are you?

8. Any tattoos and/or piercings?

9. Worst habit?

10. Do we know each other outside of livejournal?

11. What is your favorite sport?

12. Negative or optimistic attitude?

13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15. Tell me one weird fact about you:

16. Do you have any pets?

17. Do you know how to do the macerana?

18. What time is it where you are now?

19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21. Would you be my partner in crime or my conscience?

22. What color eyes do you have?

23. Ever been arrested?

24. Bottle or draft?

25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?

26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?

27. What's your favorite bar to hang out at?

28. Do you believe in ghosts?

29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

30. Do you swear a lot?

31. Biggest pet peeve?

32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?

33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
02 March 2007 @ 09:37 pm
1. Had sex? Yep.
2. Had oral sex? Yep.
3. Had anal sex? Yep (Yay me!).
4. Used more than 3 positions in one session? When there are three people, there are definitely more than three positions. ; ) But I have in one-on-one sex as well.
5. Devoted a whole day to sex? I wish. I think 5 hours is probably the most time I've devoted to sex.
6. Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? Surprisingly, no. I'm quite loud, though.
7. Received open praise for sexual technique? *blushes* Often. I've been told by several men that I give amazing head, and have been called a "sex ninja" in the past as well.
9. Fallen or lost balance during sex? I can't recall a specific instance, but probably.
10. Brought partner to climax using only hands? Yep.
11. Brought partner to climax using only mouth? Yep.
12. Had sex while totally dressed? No, not while totally dressed. Mostly dressed, but not totally.
13. Had sex while standing up? Yep, but I prefer not to. I can't cum while standing up.
14. Erotically licked feet or sucked toes? No. Feet are icky.
15. Had sex during yours or her "monthly visit"? Yep. I'm often very horny during that time, and LTB couldn't care less. I'll turn down sex because of my period well before he will.
16. Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? Yeah, but I'm not a big fan of food in bed. Too sticky. Body fluids are enough, we don't need to bring food into it as well. : )
17. Used ice erotically? Yep.
18. Used hot melted wax erotically? Nope.
19. Shaved your pubic hair? Shave, no. Trim to almost non-existance, yep. And I'm a blonde, so I look shaved when I'm actually very well trimmed.
20. Used a sex toy? Yep. Many.
21. Bought a sex toy? Yep.
22. Used an inanimate object (bottle, candle, hairbrush, etc.) In what way? I'll just say yes since LTB and I use a lot of *ahem* props, and because I'm sure it can't be asking what I thought it was at first...
23. Used other food products besides chocolate? Whipped cream. Didn't we already establish this?
24. Obtained money or a favor for sex? Yep. I'm a girl, of course I use sex to get what I want. But only from LTB. I'm not a whore. *winks*
25. Paid or granted a favor for sex? I don't think so.
26. Given sex in sympathy? Nope.
27. Had sex with a virgin? Yep.
28. Ever cheated? Nope.
29. Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you? Sadly, no. I want to fuck a guy 10 years older than me, though.
30. Given head/eat a girl out? Again, haven't we covered this already? Yes, I've given head.
31. Had sex with a teacher? I wish. I have a HUGE teacher/student fetish.
32. Had sex with a boss? Nope.
33. Had sex with a relative? Nope.
34. Had sex sessions lasting over 3 hours? Yep, see above.
35. If so, how long? Again, see above.
36. Had homosexual sex? Nope.
37. Had mulitiple orgasam? Yep.
38. If so, how many? 5 is the most I've had in one night.
39. Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? Yep.
40. Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? First name, no. Last name, yes.
41. Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spoke different languages? Nope. That might be kind of hot, though, to have sex with a guy that only spoke, say, one of the romance languages.
42. Had more than 10 sexual partners? Nope.
43. Made your partner cum more then 5 times in one session? Nope.
44. Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours? Well, yes, if you count the times I had them together...
45. Ever had violent sex? I wouldn't call it violent, but I've had rough sex. I'd like to try rougher, perhaps violent...
46. Had group sex (more than 3)? Nope. I'm not sure I'd want to. I'm not sure if I have any interest in girls, and more than 2 guys to deal with would probably be too much.
47. Participated in a swap/swinging club? Went to a swinger's party, more on that in a later blog.
48. Had two regular partners at the same time? Nope. Unless you count Luke, so maybe in a certain way.
49. Had sex in a public place? Sadly, no.
50. If so, where? : (
51.Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? Nope.
52. Had sex on the roof of a building? Nope, but I'd like to.
53. Had sex in a stationary car? Gave head in a car, but haven't had sex in one. I'd like to.
54. Had sex in a moving car? I've masturbated in a moving car, not while I was driving, of course.
55. Are you a member of the mile high club? Nope. And given the state of most airplane bathrooms, I never will be.
56. Had sex outdoors at night? Nope.
57. Had two sexual partners at the same time unaware of each other? Nope.
58. What's your favorite position? Me tied up. ; ) Doggy is great. With two guys, one fucking me doggy while the other licks and kisses my back and neck.
59. Had sex in the host's bedroom while a day guest (party/social visit)? Nope. Tried to get LTB to do that once, he wouldn't. But in all fairness, I was drunk, he was sober, and it was a bed I wouldn't have even sat on while sober, so he was probably right.
60. Had sex in the host's bedroom while an overnight guest? Yep.
61. Had sex in a public room while an overnight guest? Yep.
62. Had sex at your office or other work area? Nope.
63. Met partner during work hours to have sex? Yep.
64. Had sex in a public restroom? Nope.
65. Had sex on public transportation (bus, train, taxi, etc.)? Nope. LTB has groped me pretty hardcore in a cab, but no sex.
66. Had sex in a dark theatre? Messed around, yes. Sex, no. I really want to go to a movie with two guys and sit between them so I can rub their cocks while one of them fingers me and I make out with the other. Then I'd get on their laps and ride them while I faced the screen until we all came. Anyone care to join me and LTB for a movie?
67. Had sex in the water (ocean, lake, pool, hot tub)? Not sex, but I've messed around in a hot tub.
68. Had sex in an elevator? Nope.
69. Had sex in a cemetery? Nope. I'd be too creeped out.
70. Had sex in a store dressing room? Nope, but I want to.
71. Used alcohol to lower resistance to sexual advances? Not to lower resistance, but to make more comfortable, yes.
72. Allowed yourself to be felt up by a stranger? Define stranger...No, not really. Not as the question implies. Some might argue that the guys that join LTB and I are essentially strangers, but I don't think of them that way as I get to know them before any sex.
73. Looked at a nude magazine? I read Playboy almost religiously.
74. Looked at an explicit magazine (actual sex acts)? Nope.
75. Seen a live stripper? Nope. LTB wants to take me to a strip club and get me a lap dance. I might let him if he drags me by my collar and cuffs my wrists...
76. Seen a live sex show? Nope. I've never been to Mexico. ; )
77. Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? Nope.
78. Showered with a partner? Yep, but I don't like sharing a shower.
79. Flashed someone (breasts, genitals, mooned)? Yep.
80. Streaked with a group of six or more? Not at all, let alone with a group.
81. Stripped for someone? Yep.
82. Stripped for a group of 3 or more? Nope.
83. Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? Nope.
84. Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? Nope.
85. Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? See previous post...Though that wasn't the first time, of course...
86. Showered while someone watched? LTB.
87. Masturbated? Yep.
88. Masturbated while someone watched? Again, LTB.
89. Masturbated for a group of three or more people? Nope.
90. Masturbated covertly in public? Yep, the moving car. I've done that multiple times, but once was on a busy highway where people could've seen.
91. Had sex while you knew someone was watching? I do have threesomes, so yes, technically.
92. Been walked in on while having sex? Nope.
93. Walked in on someone having sex? Nope, thank God.
94. Had phone sex? Yep. I was masturbating while LTB described a very detailed account of what he wanted to do to me, and I waited until I came to tell him I couldn't really hear him well enough to understand what he was saying, lol.
95. Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? Yep.
96. Been the photographer for a nude photo? Yep.
97. Been photographed nude? Yep. Should I post the pics here? Just kidding. : ) About posting. I have been photographed nude, though.
98. Been photographed having sex? Yep.
99. Been videotaped having sex? Not having sex, but LTB taped me masturbating once.

Age/sexual preference: 22, heterosexual.
How often would you say you have sex? I guess it'd average out to about 5 times a week, probably.
How old were you when you lost your virginity? 19. Can you believe that?
How often do you masturbate? Maybe once every two weeks. When I'm horny, I usually have sex.
Do you masturbate picturing a person..or just an act? Usually I don't have any particular thoughts when I masturbate, but sometimes I'll have elaborate fantasies running through my mind involving very specific acts. Occasionally I'll picture a person, but it doesn't happen often as I have difficulty focusing on that.
Do you have sex dreams? Not as often as I'd like.
How often do you have sex dreams? Probably between 2 and 10 times a year.
Is it a stranger or someone you know that you have sex with in your dreams? If it's not LTB, it's a friend of mine or a celebrity.
Have you ever wanted to have sex with a stranger? I guess so. If you count celebrities I'm attracted to, then definitely.
Have you ever been cummed on? Lol that's the worst grammar. It should read, "Has anyone ever cum on you?" And my answer is yes.
Have you ever asked to be cummed on? Lol again, it should read, "Have you ever asked anyone to cum on you?" And my answer is no, I haven't asked for it. I have given permission, though.
Have you ever licked cum off of someone? Nope. If I don't swallow it, it doesn't go in my mouth.
Are you dominant or submissive? Definitely submissive. I hate being dominant. It makes me severely uncomfortable.
Do you like to be spanked? Sometimes.
Do you like to be smacked? Sometimes.
In the face? Haven't tried it.
Do you like to be tied down or cuffed? Yes.
Do you like anal sex? Yep, still getting used to it, though. And I think LTB doesn't like it as much as I do, so the getting used to it is a bit slow going.
How often would you say you have anal sex? Maybe about 3 times total? If we're counting only actual sex. We've definitely tried and failed on more occasions. I'm not sure how often we'll do it going forward. Maybe once every other week? I'd like more, but again, not sure how into it LTB really is.
Do you think its better than sex? Not better, just different. And I want to try DP and bring the two together.
What do you think is a good size penis? Thick, and no longer than 9 inches.
A good size breast? Probably C cup.
Where's the weirdest place you have had sex? I don't know. On top of a desk, I guess.
Have you ever had sex in front of people? The guys that join me and LTB, though they're kind of part of it too.
Have you ever had sex with someone else in the room sleeping? Nope. I'm way too loud for that.
Have you ever had a threesome? *Smiles* Check my user name.
Foursome? Nope.
More some? Nope.
Have you ever wanted to? 2 guys is enough for me.
Have you ever kissed someone of your same sex? Nope.
Ever have oral sex with someone of the same sex? Nope.
Ever use a vibrator? On myself? Yep. See previous entries. I love my vibrators!
Ever went near the ass during masturbation? Nope.
Ever have someone finger your ass? Yep. See previous entries.
Ever finger someones ass? Nope.
Ever eat someones ass? Ick, no.
Ever pee on someone/or let someone pee on you? Nope, and I don't see myself wanting to try it.
Do you like the taste of cum? Honestly? No.
Ever have someone cum in your ass/or cum in someones ass? Nope. I kind of want to try it, though. I think the sensation would be novel, if nothing else. I don't think LTB would want to, though, and I'd never ask him to.
Ever tasted your own cum? Ick. No. I don't even like LTB to kiss me after he's been eating me out.
Ever have someone lick your feet? Yep, but I'm very ticklish and I had to tell him to stop, cause I almost kicked him in the face.
Ever lick someone elses feet? No. Feet are icky.
Do you enjoy sensual massages? I love them.
Ever use anything for masturbation that wasnt made to do that? Nope.
How often do you watch porn on the net? I don't watch porn online.
Look through porno mags? Nope.
Have porn tapes? Nope.
DVDs? Yep.
Ever been in porn? Nope.
Ever been on a website naked? Sorta.
Whats the most people you had sex with in one day? 2.
Do you think you're just a little slutty? After answering these questions, I do. Just kidding. Maybe others would beg to differ, but no, I don't think I'm slutty.

I'm writing this immediately following Luke's departure from our apartment, because I'm thrilled with the outcome of the evening's events. He finally had an orgasm with us!

Luke came over around 10:00 PM, a date we arranged a few days ago because it was the first time we were all free following his recent 25th birthday, and because LTB will be leaving town on Thursday for ten days, which is longer than we've gone without seeing Luke since we first met him. Luke and I had been discussing drinking games a few days earlier, and when he found that I didn't know any, we decided that he would teach me one the next time we saw each other. LTB and I stocked the fridge with beer for him and Luke and some more palatable, less alcoholic fare for me. I found a deck of cards, put them on the coffee table, and Luke arrived.

We caught up for a little bit, the boys starting in on the beer while I stuck to water until the game began. Luke taught us High-Low, which with three of us playing resulted in three buzzed individuals after only two rounds. We decided that a third round was probably not the best idea, so we put away the cards and relaxed. I went back to drinking water, and decided that I wanted to give my buzz a chance to wear off before moving on to the evening's main event. And I had the perfect idea to keep us entertained until I was at my desired level of sobriety:

Strip poker.

Luke has told us that he's a very good poker player, and I believe him, because he's only lost money at a poker game once in his life. LTB and I have a set of house rules for strip poker that makes the game more competitive, more interesting, and longer lasting, so we taught them to Luke and dealt the cards. Before long, I hadn't lost a single article of clothing, but the boys each owed me the remaining pieces they had on. I couldn't help but gloat a little, and seeing that the boys felt awkward, came up with what I thought was another pretty inspired idea. I sent LTB in the bedroom to disrobe while Luke stayed in the living room to do the same.

I went into the bedroom first and kissed LTB after he took off his boxers, then whispered to him to wait a few minutes before putting them back on and returning to the living room. I went out to Luke, and confessed that I've never lost a game of strip poker. To his credit, he was a good sport about it, and held up his end of the bargain with an adorable sense of modesty considering I've seen him naked and fucked him twice. The modesty quickly disappeared when I started kissing him, and we'd worked into a nice make-out rhythm as I stroked his dick by the time LTB joined us.

Things were heating up pretty quickly, and LTB pointed out that I perhaps owed the two of them something since they'd both paid their poker debts. I agreed, and moved us all into the bedroom. I took off my shirt and laid down, LTB joining me on my right and Luke on my left.

The foreplay was incredible. They took turns kissing and fingering me, and Luke turned his attention to my breasts as LTB turned his attention to my clit with his hands and mouth. They are both very attentive lovers, as you can see. For my part, I was stroking their dicks, even doing what I'd consider a decent job with my non-dominant hand. I was starting to shake, nearing an orgasm but trying to hold myself back, when LTB asked if I wanted them to start fucking me. I said yes.

LTB fucked me first, while Luke continued to attend to my breasts, and also kissed my neck and stroked my arm in a very sensual way. LTB went on for a while, then decided it was time to switch. He gave Luke a condom, which Luke was about to put on when I decided to take another step toward trying to accomplish my goal for the evening: make Luke cum.

I rolled onto my side and started to give Luke head, and LTB took the opportunity to start fingering me again. I wasn't sure I was having any decisive effect on Luke until I realized that I could hear his breath catching in his throat. I listened more closely, reacting to his breathing and some small moans, to find what technique did it for him most. When it sounded like he was moving toward an orgasm in great strides, I pulled away and laid back so he could put on a condom, and LTB moved up by my face and torso to kiss and fondle me.

Luke started fucking me, his pace picking up more and more until he was pumping with an intensity that made me think he was going to cum any second. Then he slowed down, and I hoped that was a temporary pace adjustment rather than an indication that his moment had passed without climax. Thank god, it was. He continued to increase and decrease his pace, until I was gasping for breath and moaning loudly. Luke reached a pace I'd yet to experience with him, and let out a moan of his own as he came.

When he finished, he slowed down and pulled out, then said, "Success!" I expressed my enthusiasm and asked how it was, and he assured me it was good. With a big smile on his face, he headed to the bathroom to clean up.

LTB and I finished up together, fucking doggy style while Luke laid by my face to catch his breath and rest up. LTB and I came simultaneously, and Luke's position gave him the show he's expressed so much appreciation for in the past.

Afterwards, we all laid in the bed together until the boys got their legs back. When they could stand again, we dressed and saw Luke out, the guys content and relaxed and me in the throes of a great afterglow from my most satisfying threesome yet.

15 February 2007 @ 03:29 pm
LTB and I had quite the evening a couple nights ago. The new cuffs we have had yet to be properly broken in in my opinion, and when I told LTB this, he agreed. I slipped into a short, black silk negligee and removed my panties while LTB broke out the newly acquired cuffs and blindfold. He had me lay down on my back on the floor with my hands over my head while he cuffed them around the leg of an extremely heavy table. As he was doing so, my negligee shifted up almost to my belly button, revealing my bare pussy to him much sooner than I'd intended. I tried to pull it back down, but LTB stopped me and pushed it up past my belly button. When my hands were properly secured, he blindfolded me and pulled my legs apart, then I heard him get up and walk away. I wasn't sure how long he was going to leave me there, and knowing that I was completely on display was making me really wet.

I heard him come back and settle himself between my legs, lightly brushing my thighs as he did so. He lifted my hips and put a pillow under my ass, then bent my knees and placed my feet on his knees so that I was fully presented to him. He started rubbing my clit lightly, then plunged a finger into my pussy. I moaned and thrust my hips up a little, but LTB stopped and pushed me back down. I heard a telltale buzzing start, then felt a vibrator on my clit, which made me moan even more. I was squirming in pleasure, my feet lifting off his knees, and LTB stopped again. He pushed my feet against him and said, "Keep your feet flat on my lap. Don't move." I nodded my assent, and he went back to work with the vibrator.

Soon, and without an interruption to the wonderful clit stimulation, LTB managed to put some KY Jelly on his finger and lube up my ass. He pushed his finger in slowly, and it felt good immediately, absolutely no hint of pain (which, in the past, there generally is). He moved his finger in and out of my ass slowly, and still had the vibrator going on my clit. I moved my hands around, trying to grab onto something, and he heard the cuffs moving. "Bet you wish your hands were free, don't you?" he asked.

"Yes!" I answered him.

"If you can get yourself free in ten seconds, I'll let you take the vibrator," he teased. I immediately started trying to get out of my restraints, and he began counting down from 10. Even though I've seen the cuffs and know how they fasten, I couldn't seem to find the point on either wrist where I could pull the velcro to undo them. LTB got down to one, then laughed and told me to stop. "You have to wait two minutes before trying again," he told me. I did my best to obey, which was difficult, but I used them time to try to figure out a better escape plan for my next go. When he told me I could try again, I immediately went for the middle join on the cuffs instead of the part that goes around my wrists, and had it off as soon as LTB said, "Ten...". I showed him my free hands and pushed my blindfold up to see what was going on, so he handed me the vibrator and pushed a finger into my pussy. He finger fucked my pussy and ass while I manned my toy for a minute more, then LTB got up. I could tell he was going to get a condom, but I stopped him.

I got onto my knees, undid his belt and took off his jeans, settled him onto the couch, and took his cock in my mouth as I kneeled in front of him. I pulled the blindfold back down over my eyes and sucked on the tip of him while I pumped the shaft slowly with my hand, then deep throated him. I pumped my mouth up and down all the way on his cock, deep throating him over and over since I don't have a gag reflex. Listening to him closely, I slowed down when he was getting very excited and went back to sucking and pumping with my hand. I deep throated him again a few minutes later, then he pushed me back, laid down on the floor, and pulled me over him so he could have a go at my pussy while I sucked his cock. His licking and sucking on my clit felt so good that I was moaning around his cock and felt my legs quivering as I kneeled over his face. I kept going until I knew I'd collapse from shaking if I went any longer, then disengaged myself and got on my hands and knees, presenting myself to him for doggy style.

I felt LTB kneel behind me, and as I began to tease my clit with my toy again, I felt LTB push his cock against my ass. He asked if I was okay and I told him to go ahead, so he pushed in until I told him to stop. It hurt a bit having the head of his cock in without having worked up to it more gradually, but I focused on how good I felt too, how dripping wet my pussy was and how sensitive my clit had become. I relaxed more and told LTB to go ahead, and soon we had a nice, slow rhythm going with him thrusting a respectable bit of his cock into my ass. The longer we went, the better it felt, and after a while I had a mind-blowingly intense orgasm that was strong enough to push his cock out of my ass completely.

When it was over, I realized LTB hadn't cum, so I got up, he went to change condoms and when he came back he told me to get back on the floor in doggy style. He fucked my pussy that way for a bit, then stopped and pulled me onto his lap so I could ride him. I started off slow, lifting up until his cock was just barely inside me anymore, then pushing down hard and taking in all of him. I started moving quicker, and LTB clamped his hands on my waist, pushing me down even harder on my downstrokes. I squeezed the muscles inside my pussy around him when he was completely inside too, and he came as hard as I did.

Later, we agreed that it had been a great deal of fun binding and blindfolding me in that way, as it was a bit different than the ways we've done it in the past. So much fun, in fact, that LTB bought me a collar the next day, and we're planning to break that in tonight. I can't wait to feel it wrapped tightly around my neck with my wrists immobilized too, LTB yanking on the rope he'll tie to the D-ring on the back, keeping me on a short leash even if he chooses to release my hands.

And just think what we could do with my legs spread and bound as well...Mmm...


Addendum: As a side note to all this fun, just typing this today got me so wet that we had a quickie when I had just finished the second paragraph.
11 February 2007 @ 10:51 pm
The problem with LJ: We all think we are so close, but really we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

(I don't necessarily think there are things peoples "should" know about me that they don't, but I figured it's quite possible there are things people might want to know about me and haven't had occassion to ask. Having found this quite some entries back in spring_heel_jim's journal, I thought it might have interesting results when posted in mine. Don't disappoint me...)

08 February 2007 @ 10:24 pm
The other night, LTB took me to a sex store for a little spending spree. He bought me a new vibrator, a new porn, chocolate truffles filled with 20 different herbal aphrodisiacs, and a light bondage starter kit consisting of a blindfold, a soft lash, and a pair of adjustable cuffs that fit wrists or ankles. I could barely wait to play with our new acquisitions, and was so excited that I had the bondage kit open within seconds of getting in the car. I put the cuffs on my wrists, then realized that they’d be difficult to take off by myself. LTB laughed at me and said he wasn’t going to let me out of them until we got home.

When we did get back to our apartment, we put on the movie and I ate one of the chocolates. By the second sex scene (a guy interacting with three different women that he keeps in separate cages), the combination of the movie and the candy had me very wet. LTB asked if I wanted to play with my new vibrator, and I said yes.

I positioned myself so that I could still see the movie, then laid back and started to tease my clit with my new toy. LTB watched me for a little while, then got a condom and pushed his cock deep inside me. It felt so good, and even better when he grabbed my ankles and put them on his shoulders as he started to thrust strongly.

It wasn’t long before LTB had our new cuffs and was securing my hands behind my back, taking the vibrator from me and rolling me onto my back. He teased my clit with the toy, turning it up as he slid inside me again. I was squirming around, trying to get my hands free and my toy back, so LTB flipped me onto my stomach, pulled my hips up from the bed, and began fucking me from behind. My moans were getting louder and louder as I got hotter, and I started begging LTB to undo the cuffs.

“What will you do for me if I let you free?” he asked, still fucking me. All I could do was moan, so LTB asked, “Will you cum for me?”

“Yes,” I managed to reply, and LTB unclasped the middle join of the cuffs, allowing me the use of my hands though the cuffs themselves were still on each of my wrists. He handed the vibrator back to me, and I went back to stimulating myself while he went back to fucking me. It felt so good that I started to cum almost immediately, wrapping my legs around LTB’s torso and screaming for him to fuck me. LTB tried to quiet me for our neighbors’ sake, but he had started to cum as well and couldn’t do much more than moan with my screams.

When we had finished, we turned our attention back to the porn, which was still going. LTB laid next to me and kissed my nipples while I used my toy to tease three more orgasms out of myself.

All things considered, I’d say shopping is an excellent aphrodisiac.

22 January 2007 @ 12:06 pm
It didn't take long for me and LTB to realize that having found an attractive, normal, fun guy on the The Site was somewhat of an accomplishment. While there has certainly been no lack of emails, even a good percent of the interested parties that seem normal at first quickly gave me reason not to want to meet them in person after having chatted with them online.

I have to admit that I thought Patrick* was someone we'd never actually meet. We had been exchanging messages on The Site at a slow pace, him complimenting me and waiting a little while before sending us a face picture. I realized that he didn't seem to be my type physically after finally getting the face picture, but he was still attractive, and I had already given him our screen name. I decided I'd talk to him a little and see.

It was another several days before our time online was in sync, and I happened to catch him on a night LTB and I were trying to find somebody to be with that evening as a spur of the moment decision (we knew Luke was busy). I had been browsing The Site to this end, when I noticed that Patrick had come online. He IMed me right away.

We chatted for a little while, and I realized that Patrick is a sweet and intelligent 26 year old that was very interested in meeting us. After a while, I asked LTB if we should invite him out, and he said to go for it, so I did. Patrick told us he had plans, but would like to meet us in the next couple days.

Then he decided to cancel his plans and meet us in an hour anyway.

We met at Paroxysm, since it had worked well as our first introduction to Luke. When Patrick got there, he kissed me on the cheek and sat next to me. We immediately struck up conversation very comfortably, having a few drinks as we did so. It didn't take long before he told me he very much liked what he saw, and that he thought we're a very cool couple. He went to the bathroom, and LTB and I agreed to invite him back to our place when he returned.

Patrick seemed surprised, albeit happy, at the invitation, and accepted immediately. LTB went to take care of the tab, and Eric (my friend that bartends there), who had been fixing me mysterious drinks because he knew I'd like them, took care of half of it. I thanked him on the way out, more certain he could tell what I've been up to lately but a little less concerned at this idea than I was last time.

When we got up to the apartment, we decided to go to the hot tub, so we changed and got in the elevator. To my dismay, several floors down from ours, one of our annoying neighbors got in with a guy, both of them in swimsuits. I had told Patrick an amusing anecdote about this very girl earlier, that we had been in the elevator with her when she referred to a dog in the elevator as a "feline," and was then corrected by her friend that smelled enough of pot to give me a contact high.

When we got off the elevator, the neighbor and her date went ahead of us toward the pool, and I discreetly pointed out to Patrick that this was the girl I'd mentioned. To our further dismay, they got into the hot tub before we had the chance, and began fooling around quite obviously.

We decided to go in the pool instead.

We talked and laughed while lounging in the shallow end, both guys drawing me closer and closer, both nudging me toward the other as well. We stayed until the guys got too cold to take it anymore, then went back upstairs and changed into our clothes again.

LTB was still changing in the bedroom when I went back into the living room and sat next to Patrick on the couch. He looked at the back of my neck, brushing my hair aside gently, and said, "You still have some water here." Then he kissed my neck softly, which I love, and asked if that was okay. I said yes, and he asked what our rules are. I explained them, LTB joined us, and Patrick and I started to make out. I switched between kissing the guys, them each with a hand on one of my thighs, Patrick kissing my neck when I kissed LTB.

We moved into the bedroom, the guys stripping me and then themselves. Patrick went for my neck and shoulders immediately, sliding a hand between my legs as well, while LTB kissed my nipples and rubbed my thigh, pulling my legs farther apart. They switched off fingering me for a while, then LTB went down on me while Patrick attended to my neck and ears nice and softly with his tongue. LTB came back up and went back to fingering me, kissing the other side of my neck. I was stroking their dicks, and getting so turned on that I could feel myself moving my hips with the rhythm of LTB's hand. Patrick smiled and said, "I think she needs something else," to LTB, who laughed and agreed.

LTB got a condom and started fucking me missionary, and Patrick did a very nice job of attending to every area of my upper body, as well as steadying me for LTB's vigorous thrusts. He clearly has an "all about the girl" mentality.

LTB pulled out and said he needed some water, and Patrick told him, "Don't worry, I'll keep her company." He put on a condom as LTB left the room, and started fucking me. LTB returned with his water and some for us as well, and we all took a short break to have some before Patrick started fucking me again.

After Patrick came, he went to go wash up and LTB asked me how it was. I told him it was good, a big smile plastered across my face, then asked if he was ready for another go. LTB said yes, so he started fucking me doggy style.

Patrick returned, knelt next to me, and kissed my neck, shoulders, and back while LTB continued to fuck me. This is definitely a threesome position I recommend, the sensation is very novel and VERY pleasurable.

LTB came, and we all laid down. Patrick said he couldn't believe my stamina, and we all laughed. We rested until Patrick had recovered enough to dress, then saw him out.

LTB turned to me after Patrick left. "So?"

"He came!" I said, excited. LTB laughed. "I'm not bad!"

"I knew you'd be happy about that." I nodded. "You didn't, though," he pointed out.

"It was still very good," I assured him with a smile.

"Would you want to see Patrick again?" he asked. I nodded.

"I didn't think he'd be my type, but he's really good," I confessed. One of the great things about LTB is that I can say things like this to him and he doesn't get jealous or weird hearing me speak well of another guy's skill in bed.

"Good. Should we go get you off now?" he asked with a smile. All I could do in response was give him a Cheshire cat grin.

So we did.


*Name changed
mzmillion posted the following comment on my previous entry:

"I'm jealous of you, me and my bf have been together 3 years and we are not sexually free like you guys are. I think its me because I am shy when it comes to sex. Now I don't want to make you think I'm too much of a dull girl, I do my thing but I want to be so open like you seem to be. Were you and your bf like that when you first got together or how long did it take for you and him to get like that."

I was going to reply to her in the comments, but as my response was getting longer and more detailed, I realized that it might be helpful to post it as an entry, given that I'm often asked this kind of thing and I'd like anybody that wants to know the answer to be able to find it easily.

You may not believe this, but I used to be extremely shy when it came to sex (even now, I become shy from time to time, but I think that's just human nature). I didn't like letting LTB go down on me because I was too self-conscious to enjoy it, I was repulsed by the mention of anal sex, and the idea of a threesome just never would have occurred to me. LTB and I have been dating longer than Mzmillion and her boyfriend, but it wasn't the amount of time we'd been dating that started to open me up. All it took was my first time with a threesome. If you haven't read my entry about my first time (the first entry in this blog), you should read it for further detail, but what I will say here is that it came as a total surprise and still feels to me like it belongs in a letter to Penthouse.

After that experience, I realized that if it hadn't happened to us in a drunk, unplanned way, I would never have tried it, which would have been a shame because I really enjoy threesomes! Having come to that conclusion, I started to ask myself if the things that I considered to be off-limits sexually were things I genuinely didn't want to do, or if they were actually just things I was afraid to try for some reason.

I guess it all boils down to this: I won't know if I like something until I give it a fair chance. I have to allow myself to try new things sexually without judging myself or the act. Once I've experienced something without a social or moral bias influencing me, I can decide if I'd repeat the act based only on the pleasure LTB and I got from it. It took my first threesome to get this thought process started, and within two weeks of encouraging myself to be genuinely open, I didn't have to try to be open-minded. I just was.

So if there's something you want to try sexually, just be honest with yourself and your partner. LTB was incredibly supportive when I opened up, and many of the things that I confessed wanting to try were things he had been wanting to do as well. As long as things are consenual and safe, I think exploring your sexuality is a wonderfully healthy thing. I'm so much more confident overall in my life than I used to be. I just had to let myself take a giant first leap.